Page 36 of Silver Linings
“What do you get out of this?” Foolish. This was so foolish, and now I have to bluff my next words.
“It’ll help build my portfolio for the business I’m planning to start eventually.” I have no intention of starting a business here. I haven’t even picked up a pencil to draw in two years. I used to love it as a way to escape. To create a piece in my head, put it on paper, and then build it with my hands was supremelyrewarding work. But I haven’t drawn for business or pleasure since that day at the gorge. The inspiration dried up.
“It’ll be really long days for you since we’ll have to work on it after the store closes.”
“You won’t scare me away, Sunshine. Let me help you.” We stare into each other’s eyes, and I don’t know if she realizes it, but I could do this all day with her, study the dozen different variations of green and blue in her irises.
I really need to get myself in check, remember she’s not mine, and that I can help her with this but it doesn’t mean anything beyond what it is.
It’s not happening, Hendrix. Point blank.
Silver stretches her hand out to me, and I don’t wait to grasp it as an electric shock fizzles up my wrist from the touch. Does she feel it too? From the way she’s staring at our joined hands, I think she might.
“Let’s do it.” Determination strengthens her gaze.
I know I’m well and truly fucked when I realize I’d do just about anything to keep that look on her face.
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Silver
Are you ready to get down and dirty tonight?
Hot Handyman
?
Silver
The bookstore. Why, what were you thinking?
Hot Handyman
So we aren’t fighting crime in the subway tunnels with the Ninja Turtles? Bummer.
Silver
That’s after we start on the bookstore. If I don’t get this place fixed, I’ll be living in the subway tunnels.
Hot Handyman
Can’t have that. You and Raphael would level Grand Central. 6PM okay?
Silver
I don’t know. Raphael’s kinda cute…
Hot Handyman
Goodbye.
Silver
See you tonight!
“What’s gotyou smiling like that?”
