"You're so gorgeous," I whispered into her ear. "Every inch of you." I bit her earlobe and I felt her clench around my hard cock.
"Yes!" she moaned.
I kissed her passionately, riding out her orgasm. When it subsided, I rubbed my nose down the length of hers, a smile on my lips. "I'm not done with you yet. I'll never be done with you." And I meant it. It was terrifying how much I meant it.
I rolled over and pulled her with me so that she was straddling me. I grabbed her ass and guided my cock in and out of her. Her tits bounced with every movement. It was the perfect view. I moved my hands to her tiny waist and then slowly slid them up the sides of her torso, grabbing her luscious breasts in my hands. She started to move her hips, setting the pace as I gave her tits some much needed attention. I rubbed her swollen nipples and then locked eyes with her as I slid one of my hands down her stomach. My fingers found her clit and I began to massage it gently.
"Professor Hunter."
God, whenever she said that it made me that much harder.
Her head dropped back like she had never felt anything so exquisite. She was going to come again.
I pulled her face back down to mine, kissing her, and rolled over again, pinning her to the soft mattress. I thrust my hard cock in and out of her tight little pussy a little faster. In and out. Faster. She wrapped her legs around my waist and grabbed my ass, pulling me against her.
Fuck.I lost control, filling her with my release. She called out my name as she came. I closed my eyes for just a moment. Being buried inside of her was my new favorite feeling. I wanted her in my bed waiting for me every day with her legs spread. Again and again.
I slowly opened my eyes and looked down at her. I was never going to let her go.
Obsessed - Chapter 31
Monday
As soon as I pulled out, Penny sat up in bed, drawing her legs in and hugging them close. It looked like she was about to cry. That moment had been perfect. For me. But it hadn’t been for her. What had I done wrong? I’d tried to be gentle with her. To show her that this was more than just fucking. But what if she didn’t want more? My heart started racing. What if she finally realized how wrong this was?
I sat up and cupped her chin in my hand. "Penny, what's wrong?"Let me fix it.
"Nothing." She blinked faster, pulling her legs tighter to her chest.
I rubbed the side of her chin with my thumb but didn't say a word. I was so fucking lost in her. I couldn’t lose her now. I didn’t say a word, waiting for her to speak.
"It's just. For some reason, this whole time, it's seemed like I made this all up. Like it's this fantasy and you're not real. And I'm afraid that I'm going to wake up from this amazing dream and you're going to be gone. That you're just going to disappear."
She was just freaking out because she felt it too. It was real and heavy and scary as hell. "I've told you that I'm not going anywhere. There's no reason to be upset about that. Please don't cry." I wiped away one of the tears that had fallen down her cheek.
"But what we just did. I know you said you were going to be gentle. But I expected it to be like the other times. This whole day just seemed different. More intimate. I don't know. I didn't expect to feel so...so..."
I thought back to her confession at the beach. No boyfriends in high school. I really should have already known all this. "No one's ever made love to you." I meant to ask it as a question, but it didn’t come out that way. Because I already knew the truth. It was written all over her face.
"Well, I thought so. But no, not like...not like that."
Not like that.It was the understatement of the century. I’d never felt like this either. Like suddenly I felt less…empty. I stared at her. That’s how I’d felt right before I met her…completely and utterly empty. And it was scary how whole I felt with her in my arms even after she stumbled into them the first time. Was that how love was supposed to feel? Because I’d certainly never felt like this before. Dr. Clark had asked me if I was in love with Penny. I was terrified that this was that feeling. But it didn’t seem like the right moment to tell Penny that. Not when she looked terrified. I didn’t know if she was a flight risk. She never looked so young to me before, sitting there with tears in her eyes.
"I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." I rubbed another tear off her cheek. I needed to just calm her down. "How many partners have you been with?"
"One."
One? Jesus.She’s going to think I’m a monster.All the thoughts I had been feeling. Could she really be feeling them too if she’donly been with one guy? I was in a different stage of my life than her and it had never been so clear. Yet, it didn’t make me want her any less. Her confession didn’t make this feel any less real to me. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her down on top of me. And I just held her. She was more innocent than I thought. And it terrified me. I could lose her. I could really lose her for my shitty past mistakes.
"And how many partners have you been with?" she asked.
The question I’d been worried about. I sighed. "A little more than that."
"How many more?"
"Penny, I don't want you to think poorly of me."I don’t want to lose you.
"More than five?"