Page 54 of The Player Penalty
I hold back a smile at her statement because it could be accidental, and I don’t want to know if it is. The first time and only time are not the same thing.
“You’re exquisite.” I remove her bra, and Lily’s perfect breasts greet me. She doesn’t respond. Her arms hang at her side while the first hint of nerves pokes out. “Touch me.”
“Where?”
“Anywhere you want.” Her fingers curl into my hair as I lean down to kiss the spot where her heart beats. “Perfect, like I imagined.”
I kiss my way down to one nipple and lathe it with my tongue until it hardens in my mouth, and then do the same with her other breast. I drop more kisses down her stomach, leaving a wake of goosebumps on her smooth skin, and reach the beginning of her dark brown curls.
“Julian, we should lay down.” Lily squeezes my shoulders in an attempt to drag me towards the bed. “What do you feel like on top of me?”
This woman will be the end of me, and I look forward to every moment of it.
∞∞∞
We roll, and Lily is back on top while her mouth never leaves mine. I cup her neck to ensure the kiss doesn’t end while draping a leg over hers. She squirms against me, and I groan into her mouth.
Lily breaks the kiss and pulls herself up. Her entire chest moves as she takes in another gulp of air. Mine does the same.
“Is something wrong?”
“No…this is my first time looking down at you.”
I want to go back to kissing her. “Look your fill.”
She does so, tracing the dark trail down my abdomen with a dreamy expression that further sets me off.
“Come here,” I say, crooking a finger at her. Lily does, and I flip us both once more. “Better.”
Our first kiss was tentative, with her following my every lead. Not anymore. Tonight, Lily’s aggression is out. Her bold tongue tastes and licks at me. Her lips match mine. She cups my neck so I can’t get away. I love it all.
My finger slides into her wet pussy, and our kiss breaks. Not satisfied, I go on the attack, claiming her lips once more.
“Do you feel that?” Her frantic nod stirs me further. “Whenever you’re ready.”
“Now.”
A single word, and my entire body thrills. I grab the unopened box from the nightstand. My clumsy fingers initially struggle with the foil. Lily watches me roll the condom on like a woman caught in a trance. It’s strangely erotic.
“Spread your legs for me.” No order was needed, as she instinctively wraps one leg around my hip to move me closer. “Remember, if it hurts or you’re uncomfortable at any point, tell me. We can slow down or stop.”
“It won’t, but I’ll tell you if it does.” She cups my cheeks, and that same hidden smile she flashed after first arriving is back. Like she’s amused but doesn’t want to admit it. Or, more likely, it hints at her growing confidence. Either way, it’s damn sexy.
I take in a couple of shallow breaths, willing myself to go slow. This is Lily’s first time, and in some ways, it’s mine as well. Tentatively, I enter her. It’s only the very tip, and I’m already drowning in sweet pain.
Slow.
Slow.
The word repeats in my head, a sharp command because all I want to do is bury myself in a rush to claim her.
“Julian. Oh…oh….”
Her hips jerk, and I settle all the way into her pussy. “Tell me when.”
“Soon. I need to learn what you feel like first.”
I smile at her choice of words. “What does it feel like?”
