Page 18 of The Avenging Angel and the Spy
But her words were lost in the raw anguish of his cry. “You betrayed my trust, the one thing left in all this madness I had to believe in—our love, what we shared together. It has all been nothing but a lie.”
“Before God, no! My past, who I am-yes, I did deceive you about that, but there is one part of it that was not a lie. I do love you, Jean-Claude. I always will.”
Always will-the words echoed mockingly back to her upon the wind, the painful recollection swallowed up by the night.
Belle passed a hand across her brow. Why was she even thinking about such things now, when she needed all her witsto deal with Merchant? Memories of Jean-Claude had a habit of creeping up on her at the worst times.
No more tonight, she vowed, moving forward into the garden. A lantern had been lit and left resting upon a stone bench just as Quentin Crawley had promised.
“Quentin?” Belle called softly. No one answered, and yet she sensed another presence in the garden, eyes watching her. The hair at the back of her neck prickled as she moved cautiously toward the lantern.
The folds of her cloak brushed against one of the rose bushes, the overblown blossoms as yet not fallen victim to the first frost. A cascade of pink petals littered the ground. The heady, almost too sweet fragrance wafted to Belle’s nostrils, along with another familiar acrid scent. She sniffed the air. She had spent enough time in the company of gentlemen to recognize the smell of burning tobacco.
She caught a gleam just beyond the bench, the glowing tip of a cigar. A tall form with broad shoulders melted out of the shadows, a form that she instinctively recognized before the man stepped in the lantern’s ring of light.
“‘Evening, Angel,” Sinclair Carrington said with his slow, easy smile. He dropped his cheroot to the gravel path and ground it out with the heel of his boot.
“Mr. Carrington.” Belle pronounced his name with a wearied resignation.
“Well! You don’t seem that startled to find me here.”
“I’m not. Somehow I thought that you would not be that easily gotten rid of.” Belle instantly regretted her sharp retort. She didn’t want him to know she had been thinking about him at all, which she had, far more than she had wished. She had spent most of the afternoon rebuking herself for the little scene that had taken place in the coffee room. Slapping a man for stealing a kiss! Just as though she were some prim spinster! She was moreaccomplished in dealing with men than that. It irritated her no end that Sinclair had managed to overset her icy control, and make her behave like a fluttery schoolgirl. Even now she could not deny a small tingle of pleasure at seeing him again. But then, he was a sight to gladden most women’s hearts—the night breeze ruffling his black hair, a scarlet-lined cape flung carelessly about his shoulders.
Realizing that she was staring at him, Belle wrenched her eyes away and demanded, “Has Mr. Crawley arrived yet?”
Sinclair stalked toward her. For such a large man he could move with incredible quietness. He stopped bare inches from where she stood by the roses, his shadowed features towering above her, his very nearness intimidating and enticing.
“No, we are all alone,” he murmured, his voice husky, suggestive.
And she had regretted slapping him? Belle thought. She obviously should have hit him harder. She drew a sharp intake of breath, but before she could speak, Sinclair flung up one hand in a playful defensive gesture.
“No, I implore you, Mrs. Varens. There is no need to prepare yourself to take aim at my jaw again. I am glad that Mr. Crawley is not here, but only so I can apologize for my behavior this afternoon. The lapse of my gentlemanly instincts.”
“I am not sure you possess any, Mr. Carrington.”
“Occasionally I lay claim to a few noble scruples. I usually wait at least two hours after being introduced to a lady before I assault her.”
Like a mask being stripped away, his devil-may-care expression vanished to be replaced by one of rare seriousness. “I truly am sorry for upsetting you. I could plead the excuse that your beauty overwhelmed me, but likely you’ve heard that one too many times. I can do no more than ask you to forgive me.”
The directness of his request, the soft light shining from his green eyes, left her little room to doubt his sincerity. She knew how to handle his flirting, his teasing, but Sinclair in this gentle, chastened mood left her disconcerted.
She moved away from him. A few steps brought her to the edge of the garden terrace, where she could gaze down upon the surf pounding the beach below.
“Perhaps I owe you an apology as well, Mr. Carrington. I did not exactly claw my way out of your arms. My own behavior might have misled you, in which case it was not fair of me to have slapped your face.”
She sensed rather than heard him come up to stand behind her. His voice rumbled warm and close by her ear. “Are you telling me that you were not entirely immune to my—er—charms?”
“Perhaps not,” Belle admitted reluctantly.
His hands came up to rest on her shoulders. “That is rather dangerous information to hand over to the enemy, my dear.”
“I never surrender any weapon, unless I am sure I have my armor well fixed in place.” She turned and firmly thrust his hands away from her.
She risked a glance up at him. The moon skimmed from behind the clouds enough for her to make out the look of puzzlement furrowing his brow.
“I have never met any woman quite like you, Isabelle Valens,” he said at last. “Most females think nothing of breathing hot, then cold upon a man. Few would ever trouble to explain their behavior or apologize for being unfair. Are you always this honest?”
Belle gave a tiny shrug. “I can be as devious as any of my sex. But at the moment I have no reason to practice my wiles upon you.”
