Page 76 of Starting Over with You
I didn’t expect tears to burn my eyes or for my nose to burn as I admitted that to Dean. I’ve never told anyone that. Not even Missy and Sadie. At the time, they weren’t moms, and I didn’t think they’d understand my woes. I was scared and allowed Stratford to say those things about me. I accepted that he didn’t want me, so I got comfortable on my knees for him. I learned later his behavior was a form of abuse, and the blow jobs stopped. By then, though, he was getting it from his side piece, so I doubt he cared.
Dean doesn’t say a word, and when I look up into his beautiful face, it’s full of fury. His brows are drawn in tight, forming a little slit in the middle of his forehead. His mouth is set in a sneer, and his eyes are dark. “Kenni?—”
I wave him off. “It’s fine. Just get a condom.”
He drops his weight onto me, cupping my face and pressing his nose to mine. Doing so forces me to look into his eyes, and the sight I see almost has me falling apart. “You didn’t deserve that. Your pussy is absolutely perfect, and I’m going to fill it in the best way. It’s not your fault he was a small-dicked fucker who couldn’t get you off, but I’m not and I can.” He kisses me then, hard and full of need. I bask in his kiss, in the feel of his body against mine. My nipples are tickled by the hair on his chest, his cock is still hard and throbbing pressed into my center, and I can’t help but rub myself against him. He groans against my mouth, and I smile as he pullsback to grin down at me. He kisses my nose then my top lip before rising up on his knees and reaching into his nightstand. I drink in the tattoos on his arm and how his abs flex and roll as he moves. Then I take in the baseball bat between his legs. He’s not only big; he’s thick and leaking for me.
He’s right. There is no comparison.
Dean is way more man than Stratford could ever pretend to be.
I lick my lips before sinking my teeth into the bottom one as I watch him roll the condom down his length. When he’s sheathed, his hungry gaze moves over my body, and he drinks me in. His gaze is like hot licks of flames, and I’m greedy for that expression on his face.
“I love the way you look at me,” I whisper as he wraps one of my legs around his hip.
His eyes meet mine, heat and need in his gaze as he notches his cock to my entrance. “Darlin’, I don’t want to look anywhere but at you.”
Then he thrusts, and I almost come off the bed at the intrusion. Shit, did I regrow a hymen, because that hurts. I don’t think he’s gonna fit. He’s so big, I instantly clench up, which has him hissing in the best way. Through gritted teeth, he practically begs, “Darlin’, breathe for me. Let me in.”
“It’s too much.”
“Let me fill you.”
Our eyes lock, and the intensity in his eyes has me panting. Or it’s the huge cock destroying my pussy. A whimper leaves my lips as he pushes in again, a grin pulling up the side of his mouth. “That’s it, my good girl. Look at you, taking my cock in your perfect pussy.”
“Dean—”
He thrusts back in, knocking the breath out of me, stretching me in a way I’ve never been stretched. I feel some pain at first, but then I feel nothing but pleasure when his cock rubs that special spot inside me. I cry out his name, and he stills, pulling in deep breaths through his nose. “This pussy is perfect,” he says through clenchedteeth. “So much so, if you don’t stop saying my name or looking at me like that, I’ll embarrass myself again.”
“Again?” I ask, sucking in air, so full of him but wanting so much more.
His lips quirk. “I came in my pants when I kissed you that time in Sadie’s room.”
My mouth drops open in shock. “That’s why you ran out!”
“Oh yeah. I came everywhere. It was fucking pathetic,” he laughs, his eyes all sparkly and beautiful. He leans down on one arm, his forehead pressing to mine and pushing him deeper. I whimper, clenching around his girth, and he hisses against my lips. His eyes hold mine as he whispers, “I think I’ve been chasing that feeling my whole life. I needed the girl who could make me come with only a kiss, but she was married to a small-dicked bitch. But now, she’s all mine.”
I blink past the tears as I cup his face, rubbing my thumb along his stubble. “Yours.”
That snaps something inside him. With a growl, he sits up, digging his fingers into my thigh on one leg and the back of my knee on the other, and he thrusts back inside me. I cry out, my body vibrating with each thrust. His eyes are feral, dark, as his jaw clenches and he continues his ruthless rhythm. I feel another orgasm building in my body, and when I tip my hips up for more friction, he goes deeper and fills the room with his moan. It’s intoxicating, the noise he makes, and knowing I’m causing it is downright empowering.
I come with his name on my lips as white spots explode through my vision. I clench around him, and he hisses roughly as he slows his thrusts. “Fuck, darlin’. Yes. Fuck, you feel so fucking good. Squeeze my cock with your perfect cunt. How does it feel?”
“So good,” I moan, my back bowing off the bed.
“Yes, fuck yes,” he moans, kissing down the valley between my breasts. “Strangle my cock, darlin’. Fuuuuck!” he roars, and I feel him explode inside me. He falls to the side, dragging me into his arms as he pulls one thigh over his hip. He tangles his fingers in myhair at the back of my head before he presses his nose into mine. Our breathing is ragged, our bodies slick with sweat, and he throbs against my thigh. I trace my finger along his top lip, and he kisses the tip before he whispers, “Let me get rid of the condom.”
I can only nod, but damn, I get an eyeful as he walks into his bathroom to dispose of the condom. My whole body is vibrating, and I realize that the moment I don’t see him, I miss him.
That’s a dangerous feeling.
He isn’t gone but a second before he’s climbing back into bed with me and wrapping me up in his big arms. I nuzzle my nose against his chest and close my eyes as the afterglow consumes me.
“How do you feel?” he asks, kissing my temple.
“Perfect.”
I feel him smile against my hair before he drops another kiss. “Good. Want me to get you some ibuprofen?”
