But there was something else in her eyes. Something that wasn’t there before.
Hurt. Walls. She held herself back.
“I don’t forgive you.” And there was my confirmation of the damage I’ve done. “For any of it.” I nodded. There was so much to say and no words good enough to explain. “You’re just an itch I have to scratch.”
A sardonic breath left me. Okay, that one hurt. “Then scratch it, love.”
“I-I just want to get off.” Her tongue swept over her bottom lip. “And you happen to be here.”
“Then use me,” I rasped. “I’ll give you whatever you need. Everything.” I watched her delicate neck bob as she swallowed, then took her lip between her teeth. I still remembered how good her mouth felt wrapped around my cock. “I’ll take whatever crumbs you throw my way, Autumn.”
She blinked, confusion and desire battling in her eyes.
“I want you to feel good, too,” she murmured. And that was the reason she was different from me. I took and took. She took and gave. It was who she was.
“Anything you do to me will feel good,” I assured her while my cock throbbed painfully. Just seeing her was enough to spill. Her hand on me had me already ready to spill. I just needed another pump and like an addict, I was ready to beg her for it.
“Can I straddle you?” A barely audible request but my hands registered it before my mind did.
I grabbed her waist and placed her on top of me, her knees spread, one on each side of me.
I could feel her hot pussy so fucking close to my cock. All I had to do was push her panties aside and thrust inside her. Sweat beads formed on my forehead, a tremor buzzed through me with the need to bury myself inside her.
But I couldn’t do it to her. Not unless she wanted it. Unless she was ready.
“C-can you touch me?” she begged, our eyes locked and our faces inches apart.
I pushed her panties aside at the same time her hand wrapped around my cock again. Her moan and my grunt mixed. “It won’t take me long,” I growled. “All I have to think about is your hot pussy choking my cock.”
“Alessandro,” she whimpered, her hips rocking into my touch as I rubbed her clit.
Our movements somehow synchronized. Our eyes lowered between our bodies, my hand cupping her pussy and fingering her. Her small hand wrapped around my glistening cock, jerking me off. Pumping harder and faster.
I could feel her hot pussy clenching for my finger or cock, just as my dick throbbed for her pussy. My greedy woman ground against my cock. Her movements were jerky and un-practiced and while her hand kept pumping me, my cock would brush against her hot entrance.
I jerked up my hips and a moan slipped through her full, pink lips. “Fuck, more,” she breathed.
So I did it again. I was so fucking hard, I’d burst at any moment, but I refused to cum before she got her pleasure. I wanted to see that blissful look in her eyes as she orgasmed, knowing I brought it to her.
Her panties in my way, I took my other hand and ripped them off her. She didn’t even pause her movements. Neither did I. Our heavy breathing and grunts were the only sounds filling the darkness.
She brushed her pussy against my shaft and I fingered her harder and faster. Her wetness dripped down my wrist. My free hand grabbed her nape and pulled her next to my face.
“Mine,” I grunted, rubbing her clit like my life depended on it. “Your mouth is mine. Your breasts are mine. Your pussy is mine.”
“Fuck,” she moaned. Her pussy was drenched.
“Your ass is mine.” The slickness of her clit as I fingered her faster, the slickness of my cum as she pumped me harder. “Say you’re fucking mine.”
“Please,” she begged breathlessly. “Please, I need–”
Her eyes lowered between us and I followed her gaze. Seeing the two of us jerk each other off. She lowered her body barely an inch and my shaft slid inside her hot entrance.
“Fuck!” I had no idea who said it. Her. Me. Maybe both of us.
Her shudders pushed her down further and the head of my cock pushed at her entrance. She moaned. Long and loud. I grunted. Hard and brutal. Her body trembled as I spurted my cum all over her pussy, our juices mixing together. I hadn’t come so hard from jerking off in years.
And the whole time we both watched our bodies almost connected.