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Abusive and controlling ex-boyfriend? I left town. Too stressed on the job? I quit and found another. I didn’t like a party? Buh-bye.
I’d always figured that leaving was a form of self-care. If I didn’t want to have to deal with something, I removed it from my life. That’s what a strong woman did—didn’t put up with shit. I was never the victim. Always incharge.
But was there something wrong with that? Was I running from things that I needed toface?
LikeTrent.
Just seeing his name on my roster made my emotions zing. And then being in his presence? He took over my whole world, making me forget that there were any students other than him. At the same time he reminded me of all I’dlost.
The water washed away the run, but it also washed away a lot of my bad feelings. I felt a deeper relaxation than I’d felt in days as the shower streamed over myhair.
Granada had a history of severe droughts, so I knew I had to take a short shower. I turned off the water to soapup.
But as I felt the soap between my legs, I started thinking that I didn’t want to be Trent’s friend. Not after the feelings I had for him years ago. And how he looked at and treated menow.
It was soforbidden.
Was that what I was feeling? The thrill of doing something I shouldn’t? Going for a younger man, and mystudent?
Oh, why did he have to be a student? Did it matter? What would it be like to feel that beautiful body next tomine?
Dangerous ideas,Danika.
My finger lingered on my clit, rubbing it, feeling the sensual pleasure. With my other hand, I took the shower nozzle off the holder and turned it on, adjusting the spray so it was morevigorous.
As it went between my legs, I found myself wishing it was Trent, licking my clit, taking control. Taking meover.
That was the even more forbidden thought. What would it be like to stay? To see what would happen withhim?
To allow himpower?
As I stroked myself, I found myself more and more turned on by theidea.
God.
Him.
Beautifulman.
I wanted him to bemine.
Sleeping in my bed that night, clean and in the nude, pressing a vibrator to my clit, I dreamed of him making mecome.
