Every time we kissed, it felt more normal. Probably because I always let Jacob guide the kisses now. If I followed his lead, it was harder to do something weird with my tongue.
Jacob’s hands fell to my waist and he pulled me tighter against him.
I felt the friction of him against me. I couldn’t help but wonder if he was picturing kissing Olivia instead of me.
But when he groaned into my mouth, I didn’t care. Because he was kissingme. Not someone else. He wouldn’t be doing this with me if he didn’t want to. And for the first time ever while kissing him, I got lost in it.
My body acted on its own accord as I grinded against him.
One of Jacob’s hands skated up the back of my shirt. Goosebumps rose on my skin, tracing the path of his fingers.
He shifted forward and slowly lowered my back against the cushions.
I kept my legs wrapped around his waist as his lips fell to my neck.
My whole body felt alive. It was somehow the same as when the kiss thief kissed me, but also entirely different. I knew Jacob.
His varsity jacket slid down my shoulders as I tried to guide his mouth back to mine.
I felt like I was finally getting good at this kissing thing. And I wanted to keep doing it. I had a feeling I could kiss Jacob all night.
But instead of his lips finding mine again, Jacob moved lower. He kissed down the front of my stomach. He’d shifted my shirt up slightly and when his lips touched the skin of my lower stomach I moaned.
And he kept kissing me lower.
He pressed his lips between my thighs.
Oh my God.The friction of his mouth pressing my thong and leggings against me felt so good. I moaned and buried my fingers in his hair.
He kissed me again in the same spot in response.
And then his fingers hooked in the waistband of my leggings and he started to pull them down.
Wait.I kept one of my hands buried in his hair, and moved my other to the waistband of my pants. “What are you doing?” I asked.
He lifted his face from between my legs. “Nothing yet. But I’m about to please you.”
“What?”
He looked down between my legs and back at me. When I didn’t say anything, he said: “I thought you said you wanted to do third base stuff?”
On me?I hadn’t even thought of it being for me. Was that what the kiss thief meant by stealing third base? Going down on me?
“I can start with my fingers first if you want.”
I just stared at him. He said it so casually. Like he’d done this a million times. And I realized that maybe he had. Jacob had had several girlfriends throughout high school. He knew all this stuff. And I felt...totally out of my depth here.
He lowered his eyebrows. “Was this not what you wanted to do?”
“No,” I said. What was I saying? “Yes. Wait, no. I...” My head and my heart were at war right now. Jacob was my friend. But God my body wanted him to lower his mouth against me again. I’d never felt anything like that before.
The sound of a door opening and a whistling noise made me slide away from Jacob. I was very distracted by the fact that it was the living room door opening. And I was still jumpy from the stupid scary movie. And I somehow misjudged the size of the couch in the chaos and ended up toppling off the side of it.
Jacob cursed under his breath. He climbed off the couch and tried to help me to my feet. But I kind of wanted to stay down behind the coffee table when Mr. Nigel started talking.
“Oh,” Mr. Nigel said. “Jacob are you here alone in the house all by yourself?”
Jacob tried to help me to my feet but I swatted his hand away.