Page 32 of As I Am
Ky was used to doing this. A lot of men wanted to watch him undress before they took him, but having Carson watch him was different. He'd never gotten aroused having other men watch, but the heated look in Carson's eyes did something to him. His already hard cock throbbed as he stood and moved away from the bed. He never broke eye contact with Carson as he slowly started to remove his clothes. He slid his hand up over his stomach before lifting his shirt over his head, then made a show of slowly working the button of his jeans open before dipping his hand down his pants to cup his cock for a second before easing it back up and slowly lowering the zipper.
"It's killing me to stay on this bed and not come over and help you." Carson ran his hand over his pants, gasping as he pressed against his cock. "You turn me on so much."
Ky smiled as he kicked off his shoes, then bent to pull off his socks. After straightening again, he turned his back toward Carson and slowly started to ease his pants down, making sure to work them over his ass so it was slowly revealed to Carson's view. Once the pants were at his ankles, he bent, exposing his ass to Carson, taking his time to grab his pants and fold them before rising back up and turning again so he could see how aroused Ky was for him.
"So hard." Carson moved off the bed. He came to stand beside Ky, leaning in to kiss him, but not touching him with anything more than his lips. When he broke the kiss, he smiled. "Go sit on the bed. Lean against the headboard, but don't touch yourself. I don't want you touching yourself until I'm right beside you."
Ky climbed on the bed, his body trembling with arousal as he sat back against the headboard, spread his legs wide, and focused on Carson. He smiled as he watched Carson look at him, his gaze lingering on his cock and balls longer than any other part of him. He was used to men being turned on by watching him, but there was something different about Carson doing it. It excited him and made his own desire soar higher than ever. He'd never really wanted a man before, but he wanted Carson.
It was a new feeling for him, the butterflies in his stomach, the nervousness, the need to do everything right so he was sure Carson was pleased. The emotions he was feeling scared him. It wasn't good to crave someone, and want to spend all your time with that person. You only ended up getting hurt. He tried to remind himself that he was being paid, but then Carson would tell him how much he wanted him with him, and that it wasn't just a job. He wasn't sure what to believe. Still, as he watched Carson start to strip out of his clothes, it didn't matter. He couldn't have forced his need away if he wanted to.
Carson slowly exposed his perfect body, tossing his clothes aside one piece at a time. "I love the way you look at me."
Ky blushed. "I was just thinking the same thing about you."
"How can I not enjoy watching you? Look at you there. There isn't an inch of your body I don't want to explore. It's all I can do not to dive on that bed and pull you to me." Carson ran his fist over his cock once, then stepped to the bed. "I don't know how we are going to do this without touching each other."
Ky smiled. "It will make it that much better. Think of how good it will be when we can touch each other later."
Carson moved onto the bed, sitting so he was facing Ky, with his back to the foot of the bed. He spread his legs so they were on the sides of Ky's spread legs.
Ky shivered at the feel of Carson's leg hair against his own. "Move closer."
Carson smiled as he slid closer, sliding his legs over Ky's so that their cocks were only about a foot apart. "Close enough?"
"It'll do." Ky grinned. "Now show me how you get yourself off."
Carson ran his hand over his thigh before he wrapped his fist around his cock. He slowly started to stroke. Already hard and leaking, he smeared the precum against his palm and coated it so his hand moved smoothly over his shaft. "You going to join me?"
Ky blushed. There was no way he could last while watching Carson. He was too hot. The sight of the tip of his cock peeking through his fist with each stroke was the most beautiful thing. He thought about how it would look to watch the head of Carson's cock press into his ass. The thought caused his own cock to jerk. He quickly gripped it into a tight fist, squeezing it before starting to work his own hand up and down.
"Tell me what you think about." Carson reached up and pinched at his nipple.
"You. I think of how your cock looks when you push inside me. How it looks to have my ass wrap around the head."
"I like that visual. I like looking down and seeing myself buried in your ass." Carson reached down and squeezed his balls. "When you come, you tighten so much that you suck my cock deep inside you, then it feels like every muscle in your ass is milking me."
Ky gasped. "When you come, I can feel every pulse. I think that’s some of why I wanted to do this. I want to see you come. See how much there is. It feels like a lot."
Carson's gaze was on Ky's cock as he continued to work his fist over it. "I always come a lot."
Ky wished he could reach over and tease Carson's balls. He slid his back down the headboard a bit, bringing them a little closer together. "I guess that cum is a bit of a fetish for me. I like it on me. I like to feel it against my skin."
"Yours or someone else?" Carson asked.
"Someone else's." Ky blushed. "I like how it feels when it's hot and hits my skin so hard. Like coming all over my ass or even my face." He closed his eyes for a minute, embarrassed for admitting it.
"I think that's sexy. It makes my cock ache thinking about coming all over you." Carson traced his fingers down Ky's leg. "What else do you like?"
Ky shrugged. "I like being fucked."
"I already know that." Carson moved his body a little closer so their cocks were only inches apart. "How about fucking? Would you like fucking me? Seeing my ass take your cock?"
Ky's gaze flashed up to Carson's in shock. "I've never done that."
"You've never fucked another man?" Carson raised a brow as his hand slowed its movement on his cock, but didn't stop.
"No. They all wanted to fuck me. I just figured that's how I was meant to be." Ky stared at Carson. "I like being fucked."
