Page 33 of As I Am
"Yeah, but so do I. So, if I asked you to do that one night, would you?"
Ky's eyes widened. "You're paying me to do what you want, so I guess."
Carson released his cock and moved so fast Ky almost flinched back as Carson reached for his shoulders. "You have complete say in everything we do. If you don't want to do something, then you tell me. If you want to do something, you tell me. This is not about money. I'm paying you so that you would take the time off to be with me. That is the only reason I'm paying you. I'm not paying you for sex. I'm not paying you for friendship. I'm paying you because you need the money to get on your feet and I have it to give. Whatever happens between us is mutual. I will never ask you for more than you want to give. I will never force anything with you. What I want with you is to have fun, talk, enjoy our time together." He released his shoulders and cupped his face. "I need you to know that."
They were so close now that Carson's balls brushed over Ky's. He fought the arousal from the feel and forced himself to focus on Carson's words. "Okay. I just wanted you happy."
"Ky, this makes me happy. You and I close, talking, laughing, fucking. I like holding you close, hearing about your life, your dreams. I want to know who you are. I want you to get to know me. This is not a fucking job, Ky. This is about life, and us finding out if we like each other's company. If it's just a job, I'll send you back home now, because I don't need another uncaring man around. I have enough of those. I can walk out the door and find some man to fuck. That isn't what I want. When you and I met, it was about sex, but not after. You were different. I knew it that first day. You I can feel something for. You I can talk to. You I can maybe see a future with. So, if this is a job, tell me now."
Ky didn't know what to say. He'd never had anyone talk to him like this. Never had anyone even hint that they wanted him for more than sex. Sure, Carson had said as much before, but the fact he kept saying it, and the fact he said it with such passion, Ky was starting to believe it. "I want to stay. You're not a job." Ky reached up placed his hand on Carson's chest. "I'm not used to anyone caring what I like or want." He lowered his hand slowly, sliding it down Carson's chest until he was able to reach out and wrap his hand around Carson's cock. "What I want is to watch you come. Maybe later I'll try fucking you, but honestly, the thought scares me. I might not be any good." He ran his thumb through the wet tip of Carson's cock.
Carson sucked in a breath and closed his eyes for a moment. When he opened them, he stared at Ky. "Make me come. I'm going to come harder and faster if it's by your hand, not mine." He wrapped his own fist around Ky's cock. "I'll help you." He bent in and kissed Ky softly as he moved their bodies closer so that their balls were pressed together.
Ky groaned as Carson started working his cock, the pleasure coursing through his body quickly. He tried to focus so that he could do the same to Carson, but he was so lost in the feel of Carson against him that way and the feel of his hand on his cock that he struggled to find a steady rhythm.
"It's okay. Let me take care of us both. You just watch. See how good we are together." Carson wrapped his hand around both of their cocks and started to work them together.
"Shit." Ky's head fell back and he fought to breathe at the feel of his cock against Carson's. He'd never felt anything so good. His balls swelled as they rubbed against Carson's. He moved his body even closer, wishing he could find a way to fully have contact with each other and still do what they were doing.
"Your cock looks good with mine. Think about how hot it will be when we both come. All that cum mixing together as it drips down our cocks." Carson leaned in and brushed his lips over Ky's shoulder. "I might just have to lick my fingers clean to see how we taste together."
Ky moaned, thrusting his hips forward and up, unable to decide what was better, their balls mashed together or Carson's hand stroking their cocks together. The thought of watching Carson licking the cum from his fingers nearly had him losing what little control he had left. "I want to taste too." He captured Carson's lips against his own for a deep kiss.
Carson's fist tightened, slick with precum as it worked over them. He was just as breathless as Ky when they broke the kiss, and seemed just as close to coming.
"Let me see you come," Ky whispered. "I want to see your cum all over my cock." He wasn't used to talking dirty, but found he liked it. It enhanced his arousal, and for a second, he was afraid he would come before Carson, but as he watched Carson's face, he saw him slowly reach the point of no return. His eyes closed, his neck arched, his mouth opened and he let out a loud cry as his cock pulsed against his own, drawing his attention down. He watched as streams of cum shot from Carson, falling over his hand before dripping down both their cocks in thick white streams.
Seeing that was enough to make his own orgasm rush through and not five seconds after Carson's release, Ky found his own. His shot higher than Carson's, nearly hitting his face as he watched amazed at the way his cock pulsed against Carson's. He didn't come as much, but it was enough to mix with Carson's in a slick mess on Carson's hand.
"Holy shit, that was hot." Carson continued to slide his slick hand over them slowly.
Ky shook his head. "No more. Too sensitive." He was struggling to catch his breath.
Carson laughed, releasing their cocks as he lifted his cum covered fingers between them.
Ky didn't need to be asked if he wanted to taste. He leaned in and sucked two of Carson's fingers into his mouth, licking around them to clean all the cum off them. Carson watched until Ky pulled back, then brought the hand to his own mouth and licked the rest of his hand clean. Once he was done, he bent forward and kissed Ky, giving them both another taste of their mutual release.
"I think we go good together." Carson smiled as he moved beside Ky and gently eased them back on the bed so they could hold each other.
Ky rested his head against Carson's chest, enjoying being held. It was something that didn't happen often in his life. It was probably his favorite thing about being with Carson. He closed his eyes, content with the soft touch of Carson's fingers against his back. "That was amazing."
"We can do a lot of amazing things together." Carson kissed Ky's head. "How about a short nap while we recover, then we can get up and call Estelle to bring us a few groceries."
Ky was already half-asleep. "Sounds good." He listened to Carson's heartbeat for several minutes, letting it push him into sleep as he wondered how long it would be before this all ended. One thing was for sure, he was going to enjoy every minute of it, because chances were, he'd never find another man like this again.
