Page 51 of As I Am
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
Carson tossed a magazine on the coffee table and smiled. "Look, you made the front cover." He hoped Ky didn't mind his face being everywhere. He liked the photo of the two of them standing backstage at one of the shows. They were talking, but the way they faced each other it looked as if they were gazing into each other's eyes. It was really a fantastic shot of the two of them.
Ky smiled. "I look like I'm about to kiss you."
Carson sat beside him. "I thought the same thing. I don't remember if you did right after that or not. It was right before I went on stage in Memphis." He wrapped his arm around Ky. "Does it bother you?"
"No, not at all. It's kinda cool. It's overwhelming to think how many people will see me on the cover of this magazine. I mean, they sell these everywhere." Ky opened the magazine. "They want to know who I am and how we met. They call me the mystery man."
"Kind of a cool name." Carson laughed.
"Until they find out the truth." Ky sighed.
"So, what if they do. You haven't been ashamed of your past before this, and I told you I wasn't ashamed. Besides, the chances of them pushing deep enough to find out who you are is slim. Once you're back home and not on tour with me, they will forget you until the next time we are seen out together."
"You won't forget me, will you?" Ky looked up at him.
Carson sucked in a breath. "How could you think that?"
Ky sighed. "It's easy for us right now with me here, but once I'm home and you're back on tour, it won't be the same."
Carson took the magazine and tossed it aside. "Nothing is going to change other than we won't see each other as often. We'll talk every day, and when you get time off work, you can come see me." He reached for Ky's hand. "I'm dreading being apart just as much as you are, that's why we need to make the most out of the time we have together. I'm not going to be on tour all the time. We'll still have plenty of time together. I know it seems a lot the way we break it up into three week intervals, but I'm only on tour three months out of the year. That's still a lot of time for us when I'm not on the road." He kissed Ky, pushing him gently down on the couch so he could cover his body with his own. "Think of all the nights we'll have alone together. No hotel room, no band knocking on the door to interrupt us, no schedule to keep. Just the two of us. We can run naked through the house, fuck on the kitchen table, and fall asleep in front of the TV together."
Ky smiled, but still didn't look convinced. All he could do was show him that this wasn't going to end as soon as their three weeks were up. They had two more shows and then he could take Ky home and convince him that what they had was going to last. No matter how he tried to tell him how he felt, Ky still seemed worried about what would happen when the tour ended. It was almost like he was expecting the next three days to be the last for them. Carson wasn't sure why or what to do to make it easier. He ran his hands down Ky's sides as he pressed his hips forward, bringing their cocks together through their pants. "Do you want to move this into the bedroom?"
Ky groaned beneath him as he parted his legs so Carson could settle between them. "Are we alone the rest of the night?"
"I don't have to answer the door if anyone shows up, but they shouldn't anyway." Carson glanced at the clock, seeing it was after ten.
"As long as I can have you naked the rest of the night." Ky wrapped his arms around Carson.
Instead of letting him up, Carson wrapped his arms around Ky's waist and lifted him, holding him tightly in his arms as he stood.
Ky gasped as he wrapped his legs around Carson's body. "I like this."
"Me too." He made sure his grip was secure and started toward the bedroom. "I can't wait to have my mouth on your cock. I want to make you so hard you beg for me to let you cum."
"I'm almost there now." Ky bit gently against Carson's neck.
"I don't even have you naked yet."
"Then you better hurry or we'll have a mess." Ky grinned as Carson set him down on the bed.
"I like messy with you."
"So do I." Ky blushed as he lifted his shirt from his body.
Carson watched as Ky worked loose the buttons on his jeans, then kicked off his shoes before lifting his hips and shimmying out of his pants. His own cock pulsed at the sight of Ky lying naked before him. When he finally stood naked, Carson moved to the foot of the bed, reaching for Ky's legs, and pulling until his ass hit the edge of the bed. He lifted Ky's legs and parted them as he sank to his knees between them.
"Carson…" Ky gasped.
"What, love?" Carson slid his hands down to Ky's ass and massaged the rounded globes. "You are so sexy." He spread Ky's cheeks with his hands and buried his face between them, licking and teasing over his ass without any warning.
"Fuck!" Ky reached for his legs, holding them back nearly to his shoulders. "Don't stop," Ky cried out.
Carson didn't have any plans on stopping, but he also didn't plan to do what Ky probably expected him to do. He'd waited weeks for the chance to change things up with Ky, and tonight was the perfect chance to do just that.
He darted his tongue in and out of Ky's ass, teasing and licking to his balls and back. He loved the way Ky's cock strained against his stomach, and he wanted nothing more than to take him in his mouth, but he wasn't going to. Not tonight.
