Page 52 of As I Am
He played with Ky's ass for several more minutes before pulling back. "Don't move. Stay just like that." Carson stood and moved to the nightstand where he pulled out a condom and lube.
Ky watched him with wild eyes, his arousal so clear that it almost made Carson shudder.
"I swear you are the hottest man in the world." Carson came back between Ky's legs.
"I was thinking the same thing about you." Ky smiled up at him.
"Are you ready for me?" Carson stroked Ky's cock gently, not wanting to risk him coming too fast.
"Yes, more than ready." Ky spread his legs wider.
"Good." Carson tore open the condom and pulled it out of the package before rolling it over Ky's cock.
"Wait, what are you doing?" Ky released his legs in shock.
"I'm getting you ready to fuck me." Carson smiled. "I told you once I wanted you to."
Ky shook his head. "I don't know how. I've never done it. I won't be any good."
"There is no way you are not going to be good, and as for knowing what to do, your body will tell you. You do to me exactly what you like having done to you." He tickled Ky's balls. "If you are seriously against doing this, we can stop now, but if it's only fear stopping you, then I want you to stand up and trade places with me. Use your fingers to loosen me, then I want to feel your cock deep inside me."
"I don't know if I can last."
Carson laughed. "How many nights have I got inside you and came within a minute or two? Seriously, Ky, I want you to know exactly how good it feels to be inside." He leaned down and sucked the head of Ky's latex covered cock into his mouth before releasing him again. "Do you not want to take me that way?"
"I do, I'm just nervous. I've always been the one to get fucked." Ky sat up. "What if I hurt you."
"You won't. I trust that. You know how to do this. Anyone who's had it done to them knows how to do it back. Just follow your body's lead." Carson got up on the bed on his hands and knees.
"No, I want to see your face when I do it. On your back."
Carson smiled, happy that he could watch Ky's pleasure and enjoy seeing him take a man for the first time. "Like this?" He laid back on the bed, leaving his ass on the edge as he gripped his legs.
"Yes, just like that." Ky was already breathless.
Carson watched as Ky went to his knees. Instead of reaching for the lube like he expected him to, Ky leaned in and ran his tongue over Carson's balls, then down the crack of his ass. It wasn't the first time he had his mouth on him that way, but the fact of what they were about to do made it feel that much more erotic. He gripped his legs tightly, opening himself the best he could for Ky, enjoying the feel of his wet tongue moving over his ass.
Ky wet him well, licking and sucking over his hole for several minutes before reaching for the lube. The cold wetness hit him without warning, and Carson sucked in a breath, smiling as Ky laughed at him.
"I will get even someday." Carson grinned.
"I hope so." Ky pressed his finger to his ass for just a second before pushing inside.
It had been over a year since Carson let anyone take him. It wasn't that he didn't enjoy it, but he'd been sleeping with fans, and there was something about giving a fan that much control over him that didn't seem right. Having Ky do this to him was special, a way for them to come together in yet one more way, strengthening their relationship that much more. There wasn't anything he wouldn't let Ky do to him if he asked. He trusted him completely.
When Ky had three fingers in him, twisting and turning them to loosen him up, Carson thought he was going to lose his mind. The burning stretch and ache was causing his pulse to race, but it was knowing what was yet to come that had him reaching for his cock and gripping it tightly.
"Don't you dare come until I'm in you." Ky looked up at him. "I want to feel your ass squeeze around my cock."
"Fuck, don't talk like that. It makes my cock ache more." Carson squeezed the head tightly before sliding his hand down to the base.
Ky pulled his fingers from him, turning to coat his cock with lube before standing up and leaning down to kiss Carson. When he pulled back, he looked almost scared. "You're sure?"
"I've never been more sure about anything. I've thought about this for a long time. Even from our first day together. Don't worry about hurting me. I like it hard." He smiled, trying to reassure Ky. "I want to feel it tomorrow when I'm on stage. I want to be reminded who I belong to."
Ky bit his lip as he took his cock and rubbed the tip up and down Carson's ass. He never broke eye contact with Carson as he slowly started to push inside.
Carson forced himself to relax. The last thing he wanted was for Ky to see any sign that he might be in pain, which he was, but it was a delicious pain that made him feel alive as Ky pushed deeper inside him.
