Page 53 of Blinded
"At the cells when you were torturing Justin. He wanted to kill him. He wasn't out of control or anything, but I had to calm him. He wasn't any worse than your wolf probably was. I get he wanted revenge."
"I had to hold my wolf back, especially when Justice shifted."
"Mine never got that bad, he was pacing in my mind, watching, wanting, but never tried to come forward." I brushed my fingers through my hair. "Before that, he's been really quiet, but I thought it was just because we couldn't go running. He didn't have a choice but to let me be in control for a while until we got used to being blind."
"I've never heard of a wolf not being able to shift. It's usually the other way and the wolf keeps trying to take over." Bayne sounded worried.
"I haven't either. He doesn't feel sick, doesn't seem hurt. He's just quiet. Won't move."
"Knowing Cohen, he'll rush right over." Bayne set me off his lap and stood. "Put on a pair of sweatpants and we'll start dinner. The least we can do is feed Cohen for coming out here." Bayne handed me a pair of pants. "Are you okay? You feel normal?"
"Yeah, tired, but I'm fine. Just worried. I've never had my wolf do this. He's always so active, he's part of everything I do, but now it's like he's almost gone." I slipped the pants on. "It's not possible to lose your wolf, is it?"
"I don't think so. He's half of your soul. I don't think we can survive without them. I've never heard of anyone losing their wolf. Hopefully, Cohen knows something about this." Bayne took my hand. "Come keep me company while I cook."
I wasn't hungry, but he was right. The least we could do was feed Cohen after he took the time to come out after a long day at the hospital. Letting him lead me into the kitchen I hoped that there wasn't something seriously wrong with me. I'd already lost my sight. I couldn't lose anything else. I just couldn't handle it.
