Page 40 of Caged
Danny bit his lip, a flush working up his neck. "I want to know what it's like to be kissed."
Marshall tried to hide his shock and also his yearning. "Kissed?"
"Yeah. You got me thinking the other night when you asked if I liked boys. I think I do, but how would I know? I mean, I…" He shook his head. "It doesn't matter. Forget I asked. I can't be physical with anyone anyway. I'd be too scared. I was just thinking about what you'd said and thought a kiss would tell me if I liked boys."
"Liking boys or girls is about more than a kiss. It's finding them attractive. Like when I watch people walking by, I don't notice the girls and their boobs, but I do notice men and their ass or thighs. I really like thighs." Marshall grinned. "I've never looked at a girl and thought about kissing her or holding her. Even when I was younger, I always thought about being with a boy. I was never comfortable around girls the way a lot of boys are. I mean, they made good friends, but I never got all flirty and stuff with them like my friends did." He wasn't the one who should be talking to Danny about this, but who else was there? His counselor? Did they talk about sexuality and all that when they met? He had no clue.
"I'd rather kiss you than Jessica." Danny shrugged.
"But is that because you trust me more than her or because you find me more attractive than her? Do you notice her breasts, her makeup, the way she smells like flowers?"
Danny shook his head.
What was he supposed to do here? Was Danny really thinking about kissing? What else was he thinking about? He'd thought this stuff would be the last thing that Danny would worry about so soon. Then again, maybe with the sudden return of his erections, it meant his sexual hormones were stronger? Was that possible? He needed to ask Rani. "So you want to kiss and see how you react?"
"Sorta." Danny's blush deepened. "I really just want to know what it's like to be kissed."
How sad was it that he'd gone through enough sexual abuse that it would kill most people, yet he had never simply been kissed? With his growing attraction to Danny, kissing him was the last thing he should be considering. "Are you sure you want your first kiss to be with me?"
"It could be my only kiss." Danny shrugged. "I'm not sure I'd want to let anyone else get that close to me."
Marshall wanted to argue that, but it wasn't the time. "You know you can stop me anytime you want?" Was he really going to go through with this? What if he fucked Danny up worse than he already was? This was too soon. Too much after just escaping a life of hell.
"I know you won't hurt me." Danny stared into his eyes with total trust.
Fuck!Marshall leaned forward slightly, cupping Danny's face in his palms. "I'm honored to be your first." Without thinking about what he was doing, he closed the distance between them and kissed Danny softly. He kept it simple, just a brush of his lips over Danny's, but then he wanted another feel so he did it again. The second time, Danny's lips moved against his, kissing him back as his hands came up to grip Marshall's arms.
As Marshall tried to pull away, Danny moved with him, this time, Danny's lips finding his. The kiss was longer, their lips moving against each other more. It took all the willpower Marshall had not to pull Danny onto his lap and deepen the kiss. Just the touch of his lips sent fireworks off inside him. Little electrical currents jolted through his system, and they all ended at his cock, which went instantly hard.
"More," Danny said breathlessly against his mouth.
This was a mistake, but damn he wanted the same thing. Marshall closed his eyes as his lips touched Danny's again, but this time, he swept his tongue over Danny's mouth, licking at the seam, and when Danny gasped softly, Marshall did deepen the kiss, sliding his tongue into Danny's mouth, pleased when Danny responded the same way, allowing their tongues to meet and move together.
After a minute of taking pleasure in tasting him, Marshall forced himself to pull back. He was breathless and aroused, and his pulse raced. He wanted more. A lot more. Stuff that Danny was not going to be able to give him. Might never be able to give anyone.
"Oh shit." Danny's eyes went wide as he noticed his cock was hard again. He smashed his hand down on it as if trying to cover it or make it go away.
"Hey, no. Don't do that. That's what happens to men when something feels good. Look, I'm aroused too." He leaned back a bit so Danny could see his own tented sweatpants. "That kiss was amazing and this…" He gestured to his erection. "This just shows how much I liked kissing you. It's nothing to be upset by or scared of."
"But now you'll want to—"
Marshall cut him off before he could go any farther with the thought. "No! Never would I expect anything more than what you are willing to give me. That kiss was enough. It was amazing. I enjoyed every moment of kissing you, but that's where it ends. Yes, I'm aroused, but that doesn't mean I force myself on you or make you do things you don't want to do." He leaned back against the couch, giving Danny a bit more space. "It will go away in a few minutes, and if it doesn't, I'll go into the bathroom and take care of it myself." He had a feeling just the memory of the kiss would have him getting hard all night.
"Mine shouldn't have been like that." Danny groaned as he pressed his hand harder to his crotch.
"Did you not like kissing me?" Marshall asked.
"I liked it a lot."
"So why are you upset that your body is telling you that?" Marshall leaned over and moved Danny's hand from where it was covering his tented pants. "Just relax and it should too."
Danny sighed.
"You're a good kisser." Marshall tried to lighten the mood.
"You're a good teacher." Danny licked his lips as if thinking of the kiss. After a moment of silence, Danny glanced up at him. "Would you really go to the bathroom and make it go away?"
Marshall laughed. "Yeah. I've had to do that a time or two when I was really turned on. I usually don't admit it to the person who got me that way, but I think between us, I can be honest."
