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“I’m not a liar,” I reply against his lips.
“Just…tell me…”
Moving my hips against him has his words broken. I feel his cock hardening, and I sense my plan starting to vanish as my emotions take over. I'm desperate for him, all of him, and I know it's wrong, completely dangerous, making me want him even more.
I whimper as his mouth attaches to my throat, sucking on the skin as his hand trails up my spine, grabbing the nape of my neck, his lips moving to mine. "I do love you, Aria." He stops my movements, seriousness taking over his face. "It might be different, but I feel for you in ways I've never felt before. Tell me it’s enough."
My heart shouldn't be breaking for him. My body shouldn't be reacting to him. My mind needs to turn back on so I can put a stop to this clouded judgement. I know, deep down, who Ilove, who I want, and who I should be sitting on right now. He's currently looking for me.
The realization has me pausing.
"Why do you have those meds, Tobias?"
He shakes his head, looking to the side. "I don't want you to be afraid of me." I watch his throat bob, swallowing hard. "Everyone fears me, but you don't look at me the way they all do."
"Who?"
"Everyone," he responds, looking back to me. "You spent a brief moment in my world, you've experienced a fraction of the things I feel on a daily basis, and you couldn't handle it." I feel my eyes watering, sucking in my raw bottom lip as Tobias continues, my heart breaking in two. “I don’t want to talk about me anymore.”
“Fine.” I shove his chest so he lies down on the bed, positioning myself above him so I can feel him against me once more, my hand firmly gripping his throat. "Are you going to fuck me or not?"
Please let my plan work. If I can just slip my phone from his pocket and run to the bathroom, I can get help. I can get Tobias help too.
"Hmm, I love it when you're demanding," he says, rubbing his hands up my thighs, raising his hips to press his hardness against me. "Are you going to ride my face, Doctor? I haven’t had my tongue in your pussy for a while."
I allow him to pull my shirt off and unclip my bra, butterflies going wild in my stomach. Between my legs is soaking, only building as he sits us up and kisses me, my mind shutting off.
Oh, God. I need to stop before I give in.
I allow him to consume me by kissing me hard. We get as far as our pants coming off before I stop us. “Wait here,” I demand,his fingers about to curl into my panties to touch me. “Give me a minute.”
I manage to slide my phone free from his pants without him noticing, thankful it’s dark. I kiss him until he’s lying on his back, seeing how hard he is in his boxers.
I keep the phone hidden as I rush to the bathroom.
Chapter 32
Aria
Three minutes.
That's how long I've been sitting with my back against the door, staring at the flooring of the expensive bathroom. My face is coated in silent tears,painful whimpers silently strangling in my throat as I cover my mouth so Tobias doesn't hear me.
I look down at the screen of my phone, rereading my sent message to Gabriella.
Me: I'm at the Corsewall Lighthouse Hotel with Tobias, but we leave in two hours. Please, hurry. I locked myself in the bathroom. Please don’t call me.
Gabs: I'm at the police station now. Hang tight and stay in the bathroom. We're coming for you. I love you.
I'm broken, feeling like a traitor for tricking Tobias into thinking I was going to have sex with him.
This is it; this is the moment I get him the support he needs. He may be criminalised for kidnapping and everything else, butat least he will get the proper treatment for whatever mental disorder he has.
I truly believe Tobias has a form of psychosis; maybe he's even a full-on psychopath who tricked me into feeling sorry for him. We will find out soon, but either way, roaming the public is a hazard to himself as well as everyone around him.
I need to help him.
I hear Tobias at the door. He tries to pull down the handle, knocking on the door when he realizes it's locked. "Aria?"
