Page 10 of Fixation
That’s not what I’m here for. This isn’t the right time.
Theoretically, I don’t have to wait for anyone. I could kill Sergey, the head of the Bratva, and his second in command, Stas, tonight.
I’d rather end it peacefully.
Besides, the darker side of me prefers her like this. Quiet. Still. Mine.
Another thought edges in, sharp and unwelcome.
Is she a virgin? Will I be the first to take her every hole?
Irrelevant, really.
Whatever happened in her past can stay there. In the past.
It’s okay.
Those days are over.
From now on, I’m her one and only. Her present and future.
Me.
The conviction slams through me, locking every muscle.
My cock is out of my jeans and in my hand, hard and throbbing. I jerk off while I imagine her opening her eyes, inviting me into her bed.
Her scream would be music to my ears.
I wouldn’t bother taking off her panties. I’d push them aside and thrust into her.
I’m big and she’s so small. So fragile.
A drop of precum trickles down my shaft. In my head, I hear her cries of pain. I feel her as if she’s really clinging to my arms, clawing at me, begging me to at least go slow.
The fact that she’s sleeping as I imagine all of this unfolding only makes fucking my fist that much better.
Knowing that she’ll take me is just…
Fuck.
I rub myself faster, rougher, like I’d fuck her. I’d teach her to want me. I’d stretch her to the shape of my cock.
Harper would understand that this needs to happen. Us.
She’d be addicted to the pain and pleasure I’d give her. She’d understand what I’d be telling her with my hands, with my cock.
She belongs to me. Her words, beauty, and brains are mine.
I’d burrow under her skin and never leave.
But—I’m so close—I’m not an idiot. I know it’ll be a while before she comes to terms with what we have. Before she needs this unhinged, obsessed man to take over her life.
That picture of her begging is what gets me off. It sends a shockwave through me, and I aim my cock at her panties, to that soaked gorgeous spot, and empty myself on it.
On her. Marking and claiming her as mine.
I want more.
