Page 77 of Fractured Grief
Before Seb joined me on the bed again, he reached over to rummage through the bedside table drawer and pulled out lube and an open box of condoms. He examined the condoms, a frown forming between his brows. “Shit, they’re out of date. I should have thought about this. It’s been years since I’ve needed them.” He seemed to be getting more worked up than necessary as I quickly sat up and placed my hand over his. His gaze snapped to mine.
“It’s okay. You know I’ve never been with anyone, and you’ve been through the hospital. So, unless you’ve had a liaison in between your recovery and all your appointments, you should be safe too, right?” I sent him a sly smile, knowing full well he hadn’t been with anyone in years and trusting he’d only wanted me since we met.
Seb looked perplexed, so I spelled it out for him. “How about we skip the condoms. I’d love to feel all of you.”
“Are you sure?” Seb still looked baffled. “I’ve never gone without before.” He seemed to be talking to himself more than to me. Shaking his head, he dropped the condoms and reached up to caress my cheek. “You know there’s been no one but you and nearly a decade since I’ve been active.” He kissed my lips and scrabbled for the lube, checking the date on that too. “Phew, lube’s still good.” He paused, His gaze assessing. “Are you sure you want this?”
“I’d love to share this with you, Seb. I’d want to experience it all with you.” I couldn’t help the smile that pulled at my lips and grew as Seb embraced me in a hug. I'm kneeling on the bed, and Seb is standing, our size difference even more evident.
“Then let me ravish you, Sunshine,” Seb growled and locked his lips to mine.
My heart burst in my chest at his nickname for me as pleasure exploded in my core. Seb continued to kiss me as he moved up and onto the bed, lifting me with one arm and placing me down on the pillows. He flicked the condom box off the bed and grabbed the lube.
He went back to kissing me and nipped over my neck and down my chest, leaving no part of me untouched. I felt cherished and adored in the best of ways. This man had me. My pleasure, my heart, all of me was his in any way he wanted.
Seb reached for my cock, nuzzling the trimmed patch of hair at the base. Holding my gaze, he licked me from root totip, causing me to buck into his warm, wet mouth. His arms gripped my waist, holding me still as he toyed and teased my cock, playing with my foreskin and tugging on my balls. I was so focused on his tongue, I didn't even notice when he’d lubed up his fingers until he was circling my entrance.
He pushed a finger inside, ever so slowly, causing me to stifle my moan as his mouth engulfed the head of my cock. The burn of his thick finger soon gave way to pleasure, and I already felt like I was going to explode as he thrust his finger in and out.
I whimpered his name, overwhelmed by all the new sensations cascading through me. Seb added a second finger. The burn and stretch made me hiss. His fingers were thick and rough and already stretched me so well. I had no idea how his cock was going to fit.
He scissored his fingers before adding a third. Twisting his fingers, he searched for that magic spot, and when he found it, my whole body lit up.
“Oh, fuck, Seb. More,” I begged as I pushed back against his fingers, loving the burn and stretch. Soon, Seb added a fourth, and the sloppy squelching sounds coming from us were obscene and dirty. I felt so full, stretched to my limit, but still needed more.
I whimpered and groaned as he twisted his fingers inside of me. My body gave way, and his whole palm slid into my body, only stopped by his thumb.
“Oh fuck,” I moaned, so close to ecstasy, I gasped for breath. “I’m ready, Seb. I need you, I’m so close,” I hissed and writhed as he groaned and bit at my collarbone, markingme. He withdrew his hand, leaving my hole gaping and empty. I squirmed, feeling the loss of his touch.
“You’re so tight.” Seb gripped his flushed cock, tightly and moaned. “Fuck Sunshine, you’re going to wreck me.”
He added more lube to his leaking cock and smeared the excess over my hole.
“You sure you’re ready for me?” he spoke as he spread my cheeks and gazed at my hole. “Look at you, all open and begging for me. Just waiting for my cock to fill you up.”
He turned and flopped on the bed beside me. He tapped my hip. “Hop up and ride me, Sunshine. That way, you can control how much you take.”
I scrabbled up to straddle him and reached for his cock. He was thick and huge, and my pulse skyrocketed at the thought of having this, of finally havinghiminside me.
I rubbed the tip back and forth over my empty hole, reveling in the groans Seb released and how his fingers dug into my hips. I’d have his finger-shaped bruises on my skin tomorrow, and that excited me more. I slowly pushed, bearing down on the tip of his cock. We both gasped when his cock pushed through the first ring of muscle.
“Holy shit, Sunshine,” Seb hissed as he held me still, just the tip inside. He was breathing heavily, his face flushed. “You feel incredible. I’m not gonna last.”
I groaned and pushed a little further, letting more of him inside me. We worked together, ever so slowly, until he was fully seated inside me. I rocked and writhed on his cock, feeling impossibly full, yetso content.
“Fuck, shit! How did you do that? How did all of me fit inside you? Oh my God, I’ve never felt anything like this before. How is it possible?” Seb gazed up at me with awe, his pupils blown with lust.
I moaned as I shifted, circling my hips. “You feel amazing. I’m so full. I’m not going to last.”
“Me neither,” Seb muttered as I began to move on top of him. “Take what you need from me, Sunshine. Show me how much you like my cock stuffing you full.”
OMG! Who knew Seb would have such a dirty mouth?
I rocked my hips, embracing the fullness and relishing the sparks that danced across my limbs. He was so big that every movement sent new waves of pleasure through my core. We both became lost in sensation as I moved on his cock. Seb gripped my hips and helped me bounce up and down on him as pleasure threatened to overwhelm me.
Seb shifted, moving my weight around like it was nothing, and electricity jolted through me when he hit my prostate dead on.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” I moaned. “Seb, yessssss.” Seb pushed into me again, and electricity shot down my spine as stars burst across my vision. My cock erupted, untouched, over Seb’s abs and chest, some even landing on his beard as I floated in ecstasy.
