Page 82 of Fractured Grief
I settled back between Seb’s muscled thighs and nuzzled his heavy balls, sucking on one and then the other. Taking my time to enjoy every moment, luxuriating in the sounds he continued to make.
Taking pity on him, I finally licked up his shaft, collecting all the precum on his stomach before diving into the slit. It was my turn to moan as his taste exploded across my tongue. I sucked on the head like it was my favorite lollipop.
Seb’s whimpers turned to a stream of curses as I took his cock into my mouth. I played with his length, bobbing up and down, careful not to deep throat him just yet. My body delighted in every new sound, moan, and whimper I could draw out of my stoic giant.
I became lost in sensation. Overwhelmed by the scent, feel, and taste of him. I swallowed his entire length into my throat, reveling in the size.
I savored the feel of him in my throat and on my tongue. The sounds he made were the perfect symphony to the stirring happening at the base of my spine.
My cock was hard and leaking like crazy. I was getting close, and I’m sure Seb was on a knife’s edge by the litany of curses coming from him.
I bobbed a few more times and pulled off, enjoying the glazed look on Seb’s face. He was lost to the pleasure, completely at my mercy.
“I want to try something,” I cautioned. “But you need to tell me if you don’t like it, okay?”
“You can do anything to me. I’m yours,” he panted, throat rough from his continued panting curses.
Taking his cock in my hand, I rubbed him from root to tip, palming the head. Seb gasped and writhed on the bed, but didn’t move his hands from above his head.
“Good boy,” I whispered, watching for his reaction. He stared at me with blown pupils, eyes shining with trust. “How do you feel about letting me top?” I asked, still stroking his cock.
Seb hesitated but quickly nodded.
“I need words, Seb,” I said, voice stern. His body shivered and reacted to my bossy tone.
“I want it. I want you inside me. It’s just been a really long time.” Color bloomed over Seb’s cheeks, and it took a minute for my brain to register what he was implying.
“You’ve played here before?” I asked, rubbing my spit-slick finger over his hole.
His blush darkened as he turned his head away from me. “Maybe we should have talked about this before, but yes, Emmy topped me a few times. My cock was too big for her, so we rarely had penetrative sex, and if we did, wetook turns.”
I wasn’t a fan of the visual that was given to me, but he was right; it was something we probably should have discussed before diving in like we had.
“Thanks for telling me.” I rubbed his flank. “Do you like it? Anal sex,” I asked, needing to know if he really wanted this or was just trying to please me. He seemed like the type to do anything to please his partner. If he didn’t want this, I was more than happy to have him fill me up every chance he got. I’d thoroughly enjoyed having his thick cock stretching me to my limits. But he was huge, and I’m not sure that was something we could do every night if I had any hope of continuing to walk normally. My ass was still feeling it.
“Sometimes. We were young and inexperienced,” Seb sighed heavily. “But I want to try with you. I want to share this with you.”
Our eyes connected, and the sincerity in his expression nearly broke me—my big softy. I climbed up his chest to kiss his lips, needing our most basic connection.
“I love you, Seb. Thank you for being honest with me.” I kissed his mouth, his cheeks, even his eyelids as I loved on this beautiful man, who was allmine.
“I love you, Indy. I’ve loved all we’ve shared so far, and I’m sure I’ll love this too, because it’s you.” His large hands caressed my cheeks as he kissed me back. I melted into him.
Our kisses quickly turned heated, now that we’d gotten the talking out of the way. I didn’t comment when Seb’s hands roamed over my body and gripped my ass cheeks. Iloved being in his possessive hold, and the feel of his hands on my skin quickly brought me right back to the edge.
My cock was achingly hard between my legs as Seb manhandled me, rubbing me against him. The defined muscles of his abs brushed over my cock as I leaked onto his stomach. I had to pull back and calm myself, or this would be over before I even got inside him.
I wriggled out of Seb’s hold and down his body. I nestled myself between his thighs once again. I didn’t waste any time and licked up his shaft and sucked him down in one fluid movement. Seb bucked under me, pushing his cock deeper into my throat that I had to pull off as tears pricked my eyes. It was wet and sloppy as I brought Seb back to that edge with me.
I continued to play and lick his cock and used the copious amounts of saliva dripping down my chin to coat my fingers as I started playing with his hole. I rubbed and teased the furled skin, all the while sucking on his cockhead.
“Too much, but not enough,” Seb panted, his face flushed, eyes blown with desire. “Need more. Need you in me.”
I scrambled off the bed and rummaged through the bedside drawer for the lube and was back between his legs in no time.
“No condoms.” It was a statement rather than a question. His were out of date and had no hopes of fitting me, and I didn’t have any, but I thought it was important to mention and acknowledge.
“I want to feel all of you. I want you to mark my insides.” His words had me groaning and grabbing the base of my cock to hold back my pleasure. He’d done that to me just yesterday, and it’d been hot. But it was not something I’d ever really thought about until now, and I found I liked the sound of it a whole lot.
