Page 12 of Apricity
“Yeah… I want all of her, not just one part.”
I want every nook and cranny of this beautiful woman in front of us laid out for our playful amusement. But before I can get to that…
My spine straightens as I notice the subtle changes in Aly. The tiny shakes taking over her limbs. Her shortened breaths. The sudden increase in perspiration on her back and forehead. Each symptom would have been rightfully expected after such a rigorous scene. However, with the sudden onset she's currently exhibiting, this could potentially be something more. Something she might not be ready for.
Kneeling in front of her, I pull the blindfold off her faceand the headphones off her ears as I caress her cheek,softly, gently, adoringly, causing her to whimper in anticipation as she presses into my hand. She trusts me, whole-heartedly, infinitely so, but even still, her adrenaline pulses through her body, causing her muscles to convulse more than they were a second ago.
The guys might not have noticed it, but I did. Our goal was to push her to the edge, not over it. This might be her limit for today, at least with the sensory restrictions.
Staring deeply into her eyes, I whisper, “It’s ok. I’ve got you. You’re doing so well.”
I take in her tired and worn face as she lays it in my lap and I’m struck with how proud I am of her. Her shaking is still there, but it’s lessened since I removed the blindfold and headphones, her breathing more even than it was just a few minutes ago.
I nod to Jax and Hawk, standing on either side of the bed, signaling them to untie the ropes from her wrists. They lift their hands to the ropes and untie them quickly without question. Good. They’ll understand why I’m doing this soon enough if they don’t already.
The last thing I want is for her be overstimulated too quickly. Passing out from exhaustion is one thing. To tip over into the abyss of subspace, which I fear she could have if I continued, may frighten her if she’s not ready for it. So if I need to slow down for her to regain her balance, her control, her confidence in herself, I can do that. It’s my responsibility, after all.
She falls limply into my arms and looks down at her free hands, confused as to the reason why and starts to panic. “What’s going on? We’re not stopping, are we? What did I do?” Her barrage of questions keeps going until I put my finger against her lips, quieting her insecurities with my explanation.
“You did nothing wrong. Absolutely nothing wrong.” I shake my head. “Hey, Hawk, could you grab a water, please?” I say as I bring my fingers up to brush through her tangled hair. Her nose scrunches up at my response but the guys have my back, giving their confirmations.
“You were amazing, baby.” Jax comes down to our level and kisses her on the forehead- his go to whenever he’s feeling protective over our girl. She smiles at his sentiment just as Hawk’s hands raise with excitement or shock or, knowing him, idiocracy.
“I swear, my dick almost fell off. It was that good, sweetheart,” Hawk says as he returns.
Idiocracy it is…
Hawk gives Aly the bottle of water and she takes a few gulps before giving it back. Good. She needs the fluids after what we just did to her. I might not have fully participated like Hawk and Jax, but I was still there, doing what I was meant to do.
I nod at Jax while side-eyeing Hawk and his unconventional praise before I continue. “But even though you said green, I just wanted to make sure, for myself as well as the others, that you were able to calm your nerves before we pushed you too far.” Her look of incredulity has me continuing. “It’s just a little break.” I nod to Hawk and Jax, still panting from their time with Aly. “Look at these sorrysacks of shit. You almost broke them and they’re practically athletes. One of these days, that insatiable appetite of yours will have us all in chains at your feet.” Her eyes flash at the mental image I just graced her with, making me wonder if we have a secret switch in our midst.
Wouldn’t be the first one of our little group…
“Don’t worry, we can continue but before we do, I want you to tell me what you liked about the scene.” I pull her further into my lap, my mouth a breath away from her ear. “Loud enough for everyone to hear.” I snake my arms around her waist, allowing her to lay back against my chest as I lightly trail my fingertips over her breasts. “In explicit detail,” I whisper as I ghost my fingers down to her dripping core.
I coax her legs open wider, hitching them over my own, as Hawk and Jax sit on either side of us. They join in, their fingers tracing the curves of her breasts, her ribs, her collarbone. After only a few seconds, she’s no longer shaking, but calm, fully responsive and coherent. Right where we need her for what I plan to do. She’s been so open and trusting and needs to be rewarded for it.
Successfully curbing her adrenaline rush, I aim to start round two.
Chapter 9
Alessandra
Holy fuck balls that was amazing. The ropes, the blindfold, the headphones. I had no idea what was about to happenor what angle it was going to be coming from, let alone from whom.
I remember, once, a long time ago, when I went to an amusement park. They had a roller coaster hidden in a giant building, completely in the dark. I couldn’t see a damn thing. I had an idea of what was about to occur, prepared myself as best as I could for what was about to happen but nothing could have prepared me for what actually did.
The last half hour was exactly that times one thousand.
My blood, filled with adrenaline, was pumping so hard I’m lightheaded in the aftermath. Dizzy with lust. Mybrain feels like it’s swimming in my skull from over-stimulation.
“This is the best feeling ever.”
Cole chuckles but speaks softly. His words caress my ears and relax me even more into his chest. “That’s the adrenaline. I have a strong feeling that if we pushed you any further, you would have gone right into subspace and we haven’t had that talk yet.”
Subspace? There’s something beyond what I’m feeling right now? I can’t help but ask, “What’s subspace?”
Cole’s fingers drift lazily up and down my naked skin as he explains. “Subspace is almost like an out of body experience. Imagine the feeling of floating on a cloud or flying. It’s an emotional and psychological result brought on by an adrenaline and endorphin flood to the body.”
