Page 9 of Apricity
“Mmmm, did we make you lose your ability to speak as well as your ability to move?” He speaks the words directly over my pussy, his warm breaths adding to the overall sensation, before lightly kissing my clit. “Boys, I do believe we’ve broken her and we’ve just started. I wonder what we could possibly do to make her produce a sound for us like a good little fuck doll.”
“Oh my fucking hell, I’m going to drown you in my own damn cum if you keep that up.”
“Ah there she is. I just love it when your inner self comes out. She lets me know all the dark secrets your conscious mind hesitates to let out into the light.” He smirks before turning his gaze back to my soaking core. “As for drowning me… do your worst, dirty girl. I’ll gladly swim in your juices all day, beautiful.” He punctuates his testament by smothering his face with my most intimate of places, licking a hungry line up my pussy and feasting like a starving man.
“Holy fucking hell, Doc.”
“Goddamn!”
Cole lifts his lips, nose, chin and every other part of his face that’s been buried in my pussy and turns to Hawk and Jax, unphased by their outbursts. “I mean…” He licks his lower lip, slowly, savoring my taste. “I’m more than happy to worship her myself... or you guys can join me. Your choice. I don’t mind an audience.”
That gets them moving. Spurred on, they take position on either side of me, simultaneously attacking my nipples, sucking and pulling on each one, just as Cole returns his face to my now gushing core. Between the three of them, it takes me about six point five seconds to feel my orgasm come barreling through.
“Oh my God I’m gonna come!” I scream, but they don’t let up. Cole’s motions are constant, unchanging, determined, focused. His fingers press perfectly inside of me while his other arm comes under my thigh and across myhip, putting pressure on my lower belly with his forearm while his fingers play with my clit.
“Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck,” I repeat, my brain short circuiting.
“That’s right, baby, give it to us. Scream for us,” Jax encourages while toying with my left nipple, twisting and pulling as Hawk damn near swallows half my other tit. My right nipple begs for release but the pain feels so good combined with what Cole is doing.
Until...
“Oh no. No. No. NO. NO! Oh, God!” I groan. That feeling. I know that feeling. I know what’s coming. The pressure building. I’ve felt it before. Cole smiles up at me, knowing exactly what’s about to happen as he applies just a tiny bit more pressure, playing me like his favorite instrument. Before I know it, I lose myself, covering Cole’s face, neck and chest in my cum as I flood the bed, just as he intended.
My vision swims as I recover, but clears just enough to see Hawk above me. “Fucking A, sweetheart. That was amazing! I call dibs next time.” Hawk raises his hand like we’re in grade school all over again, a big smile covering his face as Jax and Cole simply chuckle at him and rearrange themselves for round two.
Cole crawls over me and looks deeply into my eyes. “Status check, beautiful. How’re you doing apart from being marvelously blissed out from your first orgasm of this session?”
I tremble, trying to pull myself together after literally exploding all over him, as I remember his words from earlier. The safe words I need to use. “Green. I’m ok,” I say, my chest heaving to take in air.
“Good girl. And how about your wrists. How’re they feeling?” He reaches for the one on my right, smoothing his fingers under the knots to feel my skin. It doesn’t hurt that much, maybe like a little rug burn or maybe some pressure from when I was pulling on the ropes during everything, but it’s not bad at all. I nod back at him. “Good. Green.”
“That’s our girl.” The continuous praise goes straight to my sopping pussy, awakening it and its gluttonous fury once again. I want more. Ineedmore.
Cole takes the rope where it connects to the bed frame but instead of releasing it, like I thought he was going to do, he only loosens it, providing just a little bit of slack. Helping me along, he urges me to scoot down the bed just before he nods to Jax, who then grasps my hips and flips me over onto my knees while speaking to someone behind my back. His voice is too low for me to hear. Too low for me to make out what’s about to happen.
I remember what I read in the book earlier. All the filthy, depraved things that continued to evolve over multiple chapters. But I can’t be sure which parts the guys are about to reenact. There’s just too much to choose from... if they even decide to choose from amongst the taboo hidden in the pages. They may simply decide to go for it and try out the whole scenario. The unknown makes my heart race even faster, my breaths turning shallow. Again, my awareness heightens until I feel the bed dip to my right. It’s then that Isee Hawk settle next to me with a dark piece of cloth in his hands.
“We’re gonna take it all away, sweetheart. You won’t know who or when or what’s coming.” Hawk waits for me to voice my consent before he lifts the cloth and drapes it across my eyes, shutting out everything and turning the room into complete darkness.
“We’re gonna let the anticipation torture you… andthen, when you least expect it, we’re gonna tear you apart,” Jax whispers next to me. Cole whispers in my other ear immediately after.
“Now’s your last chance, gorgeous. Saygreenand I’m going to put these headphones over your ears. Saygreenand you won’t be able to see or hear anything besides your own pulse beating through your beautiful body.” I feel a finger draw a line across my jaw, lifting my chin toward his voice. “Saygreen…and you’ll be at our mercy until you tap out or until we say we’re done with you and not a moment sooner.”
My breath stutters at his words. Do I want to be used? Be a toy for them? Taken at their disposal? I know I should probably retract myself from this. Stop this before it becomes too much.
I’m not a toy. I’m my own damn person, with my own damn wants and needs. But if that’s the case…how I truly feel... then why do I feel my most sensitive parts pulse with need at his words? Why do I suddenly want to lay myself out for them to play with as they wish, however they wish? Why does my mind say 'no'but my body says 'take me now!'?
I have my safe-words. That’s what they’re there for. But do I want to use them? Is this too much? Or is this a limit I’m willing to push?
“If it helps… I’m making it my own personal mission to make you come so many times that, when we’re done, you’ll be on the verge of passing out from over-stimulation as a reward for being such a good girl for us,” Cole whispers deep and gravelly. The sound reverberates down to my toes making them curl in on themselves. My heart and mind jolt, as if the missing pieces from a puzzle are found and placed appropriately in the farthest reaches of my soul. Yes. I want to do this. Emphatically so.
“Oh, fuck yes….” The whimpered noise that escapes my mouth doesn’t sound anything like me, but holy shit, does it feel right.
“Remember, you’ll still be able to use your safe-words or pat one of us three times if you need,” Cole whispers above my ear before kissing my temple. I’m trembling, but not because I’m nervous or scared. I know Cole, as well as Hawk and Jax, will take care of me. Nothing will ever harm me when I’m with them. I’m trembling because my body’s about to explode… or implode. Either way I’m going to be a raging mess when this is all over. I just know it.
“Green?” Cole asks.
“Very much green. Forest, mint, sage, ugly ass olive. Holy shit yes, all the fucking green.” My heart is pumpingout of my chest in anticipation as I feel Cole put the headphones over my ears, blocking everything now.
