Page 159 of Nemesync
Breathe Z, breathe.
“That guy,” I whispered, “he works for the Emir. Just a messenger, I guess, don’t worry too much, Niko.” I added, my hand resting gently on his arm, trying to reassure him, even if I wasn’t sure myself.
He looked at me, squeezing my hand, “Your father is pissing me off.”
“Don’t think about it Niko, I can handle these kinds of interactions.”
His gaze softened and his face changed, his incredible soft smile came back on his lips. “I know you can, Little Z. But it doesn’t mean I have to like it. Your safety is non-negotiable so don’t try to make me back up from my decisions.”
It’s comforting to know that there are people who genuinely want you to feel safe and protected. It’s a new sensation that I’m really loving.
Niko and I have this strange connection. We bonded over small things at first, and then he became my best friend in a lot of ways. I trusted him with my own life, I found a brother in him.
He was always paying attention to my wrists even if he wasn’t making it obvious. I catch him sometimes smiling and then giving a glance at my scars, just to make sure there aren’t any new ones.
“So, Z, just a thought, but how about stocking up on a lifetime supply of condoms? You know, for safety reasons.”
My eyes widened, cheeks flushing, heart beating way too fast. “Niko, seriously? This is the conversation we’re having right now?”
Leaning back, a wide proud grin adorned his face. “Hey, listen, I figure it’s a legitimate concern, considering Elijah’s unique, uhm... you know, mental instability, and yours too if I’m being honest. Wouldn’t want any little ‘Zelijahs’ running around, now, would we?”
I couldn’t help but smile at this ridiculous name. “You’re fucking insane, Niko. And listen to this; it’s none of your business.”
He chuckled, holding up his hands in mock surrender, “Fair enough. But if you need me to explain the dangers of having sex, I’m here for that.”
“Niko!”
A laugh escaped him, “What? No one ever gave you the birds and the bees talk?”
I punched his arm, then quickly looked away, nervously shaking my head. A half-laugh, half-sigh slipped out, and I said, “I’ll pass.”
Sipping my drink, I decided to tease Niko, who was smiling while texting Elijah. I peeked at his phone and saw their conversation.
Eli <3
Is everything good?
Me
No worries, I’m her protector today, and don’t worry about me too, bestie.
Eli <3
I’m going to cut your tongue and fingers, Niko.
Me
Ouh, I love it when you’re angry, grrr! Anyway, love ya, bye bro!
Eli <3
You’re a child.
I burst into laughter. “I don’t think that it’s what he meant when he asked you if everything was good, Niko. You two are going to give me a headache, I swear.”
He chuckled, feigning innocence. “We’re just two misunderstood souls navigating the complexities of a fucked-up life. He’s like my soulmate.”
It was so refreshing to go out with him. The journey on our way back went just like the way out there, laughter and music. When we entered the penthouse, we found Elijah still engrossed in his work. Nikolai smirked, nudging me, gesturing toward my favorite person with his head. “Look at our man over there, buried in his work. All mysterious and serious.”
