Page 89 of The Stone Secret
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“What happened?”Orix follows me into my room then into the bathroom.
My hands are full of a writhing, needy halfblood. “Turn on the shower. Cold. Now.”
Orix flips the lever and adjusts the temperature. “It’s one of her weird episodes, isn’t it? I can smell her.” His tone is lower than usual. He’s turned on by her scent.
“Get out!”
“Serath, you can’t be alone—”
“I said, get the fuck out.”
He steps outside but doesn’t close the door.
I set Cameron on her feet, but she clings to me, running her hot hands over my shoulders, my biceps, then up to cup my face. Her lips search for mine, and I turn my head away, afraid that if I allow her that much, then I’ll lose control.
“Serath, please. It hurts. It hurts so bad.”
My cock is painfully hard, my body attuned to her need. I steer her into the stall fully clothed and push her under the spray.
She cries out, a sound that is part pleasure, part pain. Mist rises off her skin where the cold water hits it.
Desperate sobs wrack her body, but she continues to rock against me, as if losing contact is too painful.
The water isn’t enough.
I need to relieve her. I’ll have to touch her. Gods help me. I turn her away from me, push her against the tiles, then reach around and slip my hands down her pants to cup her bare pussy.
She tilts her hips toward my hand, whimperingpleaseover and over.
Her skin is fire, her pussy swollen and weeping with need. I part her, sliding a digit over her clit and sliding down to push in and out of her.
“Ah…Yes. Please.” She opens her thighs wider. “More. I need more.”
Two fingers, three. Fuck she’s so tight, sucking on me hungrily. I give her what she needs, upping the tempo and depth of my thrusts. “Imagine that it’s my cock inside you. So fucking deep. Take it, take all of me.”
“Yes. Mine. This is mine.” She rides my hand, head thrown back, mouth parted, emitting guttural sounds that inflame me and make it almost impossible to hold back my beast.
She tenses, then her body shudders, her pussy squeezing me in rippling motions as she comes.
“Yes…yes.” She sucks on her bottom lip. “Please don’t…don’t stop.”
I couldn’t even if I wanted to. I’m lost in her. Slave to her body.
I keep fucking her with my fingers, hips pressed to the small of her back, the base of my cock nestled between her ass cheeks with just the wet fabric between us. I can’t help but chase my own release as she continues to come, gripping my fingers so tightly that I become a part of her. My cock jerks, weeks of pent-up release sinking into the fabric of my lastonflex.
I’m not sure how long we remain joined this way, but eventually, her sobs cease, and her body relaxes against mine. I slowly withdraw my hand and resist the urge to suck my fingers clean.
“Serath…” She presses her palms to the tiles and drops her chin to her chest. “I don’t…I’m sorry. I know you didn’t want…I know—”
“Hush.” I turn her to face me and step into her space, peering down at her through the veil of water that crashes down between us. “Never mistake my distance for disregard, Cameron. You have my heart even though I cannot openly give it to you.”
Her eyes mist, glistening with tears. “Then stop seeing the other goyle. You don’t need to give your body to her. We can do this. We can control our beasts without you having to find release elsewhere.” Her lips tremble with emotion. “I can give you release just like you did for me.”
I want to tell her the truth. Admit that I’m merely using Jana as a boundary, but if I do that, there will be no barrier between us. Nothing to keep her safe from me. “And you think we’ll be able to stop every time?” My tone is gruff as frustration seeps into it. “You think it’s safe to take risk after risk? IneedJana. I need what she can give me. Whatyoucan’t.”
She squeezes her eyes closed, and tears track down her cheeks.
