Page 55 of Fangs and Family
I moved closer, my eyes hooded, taking him in. With his clenched jaw and hands tightened into fists, Adam was like a loaded spring, and only I had the key to release him. Slowly, sensually, I placed a hand over his heart.
‘Wait? No, I don’t want to wait any longer, but… I haven’t finished asking my questions, and I still have my trousers on.’ I said, scraping my nails over his skin. Adam immediately dropped to his knees, reaching for the buttons of my leather trousers.
‘So… what was this arsehole’s end game?’ I asked. I was enjoying our little roleplay but knew I wouldn’t be able to keep it up much longer as he slowly opened my trousers one button at a time, and I had to grab the sink to steady myself.
‘His goal is to retrieve the locket. Pawel’s death is the only way he can enjoy the moment of revenge and is his way of sending a message, so not as… fuck Nina, I can’t think straight.’ Adam’s breathing was ragged as he carefully peeled my leathers down my legs, his eyes glued to my matching lace panties while I played with his hair.
‘Undress, I want to see you, all of you.’ I commanded when he pressed his forehead to my stomach, inhaling deeply.
I was definitely on a power trip and so turned on I could barely stand, watching as Adam reached out and turned on the shower, his fingers shaking. When he tore away the ripped shirt from his torso, I gasped, pressing my thighs together to restrain my own reaction. Adam’s trousers soon followed, and I wondered how long he could keep his feral nature on a leash.
‘Stand still, I want to touch you,’ I murmured, half hoping he would lose control.
Adam was so hard. His cock stood straight out, jerking slightly when I traced my hand down over his chest, following the narrow band of hair. I pressed a small kiss to Adam’s heart before wrapping my fingers around his shaft, smiling as my vampire’s eyes turned crimson, his control fraying, but he didn’t move, just as I asked.
‘Will you let me lead?’ It wasn’t a question. I unhooked my bra with one hand, still holding his cock with the other, slowly moving along his length until the silken skin was drawn back, exposing the head and bead of liquid at the tip. I needed this. To take control and reclaim my desire after Sapieha stole it from me, but this wasn’t just about me. I wanted Adam more than anything else. When he nodded, his eyes staring at my breasts, I licked my lips, making him moan softly while I played with him.
‘I want to hear you say it, Adam,’ I said, stroking him firmly. He pulled me closer, and his mouth invaded mine in a harsh, unyielding kiss before I drew away, filling the room with throaty laughter. ‘Tell me, Adam.’
‘Yes, fuck yes, do whatever you want, just don’t let go of my cock. Your touch… please, Nina, you are driving me mad,’ he said through clenched teeth. He reached between my thighs, and I felt his fingers hook the lacy fabric of my panties before he yanked them away.
I gasped as the lace tore, tightening my grip on Adam before leaning forward and biting his ear, tutting with mock disapproval.
‘You are such a brute, but you are mine, and you will do what I ask, yes? Take me to the shower,’ I ordered, and when he did, struggling not to throw me against the wall, I issued another command. ‘Hands on the wall, Adam.’
It thrilled me that he obeyed. A man who could easily overpower me, pick me up and fuck me till my brain turned to mush was doing as I demanded. I was going to ensure he didn’t regret it, but before I allowed him to unleash himself, I had a confession to make because our conversation about the past was long overdue.
I took the sponge and lathered it with soap before I moved toward his back and started rubbing it in slow, sensual circles.
‘I’m sorry I was such a bitch to you two years ago,’ I said, gently wiping away the dry blood from Adam’s back. He drew a breath to speak, but I continued before he could interrupt. ‘Shh, just listen. I’m trying to apologise.’ I waited until he nodded, then renewed my efforts, smiling as his body tensed.
‘You are not at fault for how things turned out last time. It was the wrong time for us, and with my past, it wasn’t easy to trust a man who was pushed into my life without my consent. Initially, I was angry that my choice was stripped away, but that time with you… it felt good. I was afraid of how you made me feel, so I blamed you because I felt vulnerable.’ I kissed his shoulder before my hand slid down to his tight buttocks.
‘It is not an excuse for how I treated you, just an explanation. It was wrong of me to try changing you and then tell you we couldn’t be together because of who we were. You are perfect, and you are mine, my beloved monster. I love you, I’m still afraid, but we will work through it together, yes?’ I asked, and Adam moaned when my hand slid between his legs.
‘Nina, I don’t know if I can hold…’ he groaned out through clenched teeth, his body shaking with barely restrained desire.
I turned him around, pressing his back to the wall, fascinated by the rivulets of water turning pink as they ran down his blood-splattered chest.
‘You can, and you will, because I have so much more to say,’ I said, brushing the dark, wet hair from his face.
‘I love how you fight. I love how brilliant your mind is. I love the possessive streak that prevented you from giving up on me when I pushed you away. I love your loyalty and your sense of justice, and I’m pretty sure I will love sex with you because you turn me on so much I can barely stand.’
I kept talking while cleaning him, letting the water wash off the last remnants of Sapieha’s cruelty from Adam’s body and the foul touch from my mind. Everywhere I cleansed, I kissed, gradually moving down his torso.
Adam stood as still as a statue, but his muscles were trembling with strain, hands balled into fists, a silent witness to how he held himself back. I wasn’t trying to test him, but the way he followed my wishes soothed the wound deep inside me. Adam would put my needs first, even when it cost him dearly, using actions instead of flowery words to prove how deeply he cared for me.
It wasn’t long before I was on my knees, hands sliding along the length of his cock when I kissed the head, teasing him a little, then taking him deep into my mouth. Adam groaned, his knees buckled, and I knew I was ready.
I looked up to see my lover’s expression filled with pleasure and need, fangs bared as he panted, gazing at me with desperate entreaty in his eyes as I stroked him with my tongue, working around his length, cheeks hollowing when I sucked on his cock.
‘Fuck, sweetheart, please…’
His moan was almost painful, and I tasted the saltiness of his pre-cum before I released him from my mouth.
‘I love you, and I want you to make love to me. No holding back, just you being you. I trust you.’
I’d barely finished when he roared, lifting me off the floor and pressing my back to the wall. He kissed me like a man possessed, tongue sliding in my mouth and playing with mine while his hands grasped my butt, holding me effortlessly in the air.
