He exhaled. “Cam,” he began. But once again, Cam stopped him fromspeaking.
“It can wait, is what I’m trying to tell you. I—” Cam sucked in a breath. “I’m going totrust youto tell me when you can. I won’t wait forever, not even for very long. But a little longer, perhaps long enough. Okay?” Cam’s eyes were huge as they burned up atCort.
“Just like that?” Cortwhispered.
“Ah…” Cam chuckled slightly. “No. There’s nojust like thatabout this. It’s really, really hard for me. But I think you’re worth it.This – us,is worthit.”
Cort was suddenly overwhelmed by emotion. God, the strength in this man,his man, was humbling. It brought Cort to hisknees.
It came to him like a burst of sunlight off the water. He needed toshowCam, to demonstrate in some small way how much hedidtrust him, and how Cam was wortheverythingto him,too.
Cort scrambled to his feet and held out a hand for Cam. “Comeon.”
Cam looked from Cort to the water and back again. “But we haven’t even gone in the wateryet.”
“We can do it later. Come on.” Cort hefted Cam to his feet, then dipped down to grab the toiletry bag andtowels.
“Is everything okay?” Cam demanded, as Cort practically pulled him up the steps and along the path to the house. “Seriously, Cort, slow down and talk to me here. What’s thehurry?”
Cort spun Cam around when they reached the house and pushed him up against the cool surface of the building, caging him in with hisbody.
“The hurry is… I want to fuck you right now, and I want to get you up to our room as quickly as possible. That okay withyou?”
Cam’s eyes widened and his gaze flicked to Cort’smouth.
Oh, the temptation! But Cort knew if he started kissing Cam now, in five minutes they’d be fucking against the house in front of God and everyone. And honest to God, eventhatwouldn’t have deterred him if they had lube and a condomhandy.
“Yeah,” Cam breathed. “That’s absolutely fine withme.”
Cort smiled, even though he was pretty sure it was more like a grimace. His cock was pressing uncomfortably against the fabric of his shorts in a way that was quickly becoming unbearable. “Get your butt upstairs, then,” he said, and when Cam turned to do just that, he couldn’t resist swatting the man right on his perfectass.
He sprinted up the stairs after Cam, following the sound of his softlaughter.
Cam unlocked their room and threw open the door, tossing the key onto a small dresser, then turned to watchCort.
“Now what?” he demandedbreathlessly.
Cort carefully closed the door, locked it behind him, then stalked towards Cam, throwing the towels and bag to the floor. He backed Cam against the tall post at the foot of the bed again and wrapped his hands around Cam’s waist. “Now, I’m going to put my mouth onyou.”
Cam sucked in a breath and lifted his hands to reach around Cort’s neck while Cort devoured his mouth. He loved the way Cam felt against him - smaller, slighter, but with a lean strength and force of will that shone through in the way he lifted himself onto his toes to kiss Cort back more fully. Cort shifted his hips, pushing his hardness against Cam’s stomach, and felt him shiver withexcitement.
Cort grazed his mouth lower, hitting the spot between Cam’s neck and shoulder that he knew drove the man crazy. He licked and sucked right there, just over the faint mark remaining from what they’d done earlier, feeling something enormous bubbling up through his chest at the sight. Cam threw back his head and moaned, and Cort felt his dick twitching in his trunks. Like Pavlov’s dog, he’d already been conditioned to respond to that sound, and he lovedit.
One of Cort’s hands roamed down to palm Cam through his shorts. Cam was already hard, and responded to the stroke with a needy gasp which made Cort sink to his knees and strip Cam’s shorts down lightning-fast. Then Cam was in his mouth, the salty taste of him on Cort’stongue.
It was like last week butbetter,because heknewCam now, and knew he’d do everything possible to make sure they had tonight, tomorrow, and all the nights afterthat.
Cam’s hands were threading through the long strands of Cort’s hair, his fingertips strong on Cort’s head, and Cort loved that,too.
Tonight wasn’t about asserting his dominance. He had achieved that earlier, and it had been awesome. Cort loved knowing Cam didn’t submit because he was weak, but because he craved Cort’s control and was strong enough to yield to that want. Now he wanted to show Cam somethingdifferent.
He gave one last enthusiastic pull, then broke off, ignoring Cam’swhimper.
“Shhh. I don’t want you to come like this,” Cort said against Cam’s ear. “I want something else, baby. Now be a good boy and stay right here while I get what we need from my bag, and then you’re going to give it tome.”
It hadn’t been a question, but Cam nodded anyway, panting. He wrapped his hands around the post behind him obediently. “If you need condoms and lube, they’re in the kit by the door,” he offered, as Cort went to kneel by hissuitcase.
Cort glanced up at him in surprise and switched directions, grabbing the kit off the floor. “You brought condoms and lube to thebeach?”