Page 118 of Confessions of a Virgin on a Dating App
But it was also special for a different reason.
“Hey Dev?” I whispered as I lifted my head.
“Yes?”
“I have a surprise for you.”
Devin shifted, a slight tired sigh emanating from him as he sat up. “Yeah? What is it?”
A beaming grin slipped across my lips. “Well, last night, while you wereworking…I got the fourth dilator in.”
His previously sleepy eyes were now alight with surprise. “Wow, really?”
“Yup. And that’s the largest one. I think it’s about the same size as you.”
Devin pursed his lips as he slid off the bed, digging through his top dresser drawer until he found the dilator. He studied it like a museum object, measuring its width with his fingers, before giving an approving nod.
“Yup. You’re right. Does this mean…?”
“Yes,” I lowered the collar of my sweater suggestively. “I’m ready.”
Devin wasted no time. He practically leaped back into bed, pinning me down just like he’d done when he walked in on me just a few months earlier. My limbs initially tensed from the restraint, but they quickly softened as the sweet, heady burn of arousal tricked down my torso.
Finally. No more restraint. No more holding back.
He kissed my neck, and I let out a soft gasp, tilting my head to make it easier for him. Welcoming him in.
I loved the way his fingers trickled down my body, caressing each curve until he reached the bottom of my sweater. He lifted it over my head with ease and undid my bra with a single twist of his fingers. I relished the feeling of exposure, the sensitive skin of my bare breasts tightening under the chill of the ceiling fan.
I pulled his own sweatshirt over his head, sliding my hands up and down his body. The body that had become so familiar to me. The body that I knew almost as well as my own.
The growing pile of shed clothes slipped off the duvet and onto the floor. Finally, once we were both fully exposed, I wrapped my arms and legs around him, pulling his chest against my own. Our breaths were growing in speed andintensity, and there was a feral glint in Devin’s aroused gaze. He knew this was it. No more restraining himself.
He ran his fingers over my breasts, squeezing them a few times before lowering his lips to my nipple. I burst into a chorus of gasps, with every pulse of pleasure in my own body making him tighten his grip. Driving him even more wild.
God, he is so good at this.I loved the way he worked me up, his fingers running along my body just as smoothly and skillfully as when he played piano. I remembered how afraid I was when we had our first night together, how I worried that his experienced past would make me seem inadequate. But now I relished his ability to make every part of my body burn under his touch.
He was perfect.
He was mine.
“You ready?” He paused, lifting his head. “I don’t want to get youtooworked up.”
I nodded eagerly, my eyes sparkling with anticipation. He placed a quick kiss on my lips and stood up, walking over to the drawer to grab the condoms and lube I’d stashed there a few weeks ago.
I admired his bare figure as he fumbled through the drawer, my eyes trailing up and down his limbs as I examined his tattoos. I’d spent so many nights studying them while we lay in bed together, tracing my fingers over them as he slept. I knew every character, every detail, every line of ink across his body. They were a part of him, and I loved them.
“Here we go.” Devin plopped a bottle of lubricant and a vibrator on the bed as he fiddled with the condom. I scooped up the vibrator, a plain pink device made of silicone, and pressed it against my vulva. It was much stronger than thetiny one I’d used back at my townhouse, and it made me quiver as soon as I turned it on.
Devin had insisted we get it. He knew it would help me relax, and he enjoyed the feeling of it too. We’d used it together many times while practicing with the dilators.
Devin crawled back on top of me, rubbing his hands down my thighs to relax them while I let the soft buzz of the vibrator build up my arousal. My pelvic muscles loosened as my core ached, this time with longing instead of pain.
I wanted this.
I wanted this more than anything.
“You ready?” Devin asked, a gentle smile on his face as he positioned himself between my legs.
