Page 22 of For the Plot
“Agreed,” I immediately responded. “Just physical.”
“Alright, now that we’ve gotten that down, what else? I know you say this is just for the book, but what aboutyou?Is there anything you want to try?”
I was very thankful in this moment that he wasn’t looking at me, as I was sure my face was redder than Clifford at the moment. Talking about my sexual fantasies with anyone wasn’t a thing I did,ever. But I had to keep reminding myself that James was right, and we needed to be able to fully communicate about everything related to what we were doing.
“Um, well, I guess at the very least all the basics?”
“And the basics would be…”
“You would know that better than me!”
“Ah, ah, ah. That’s assuming, and the ‘basics’ of sex as most people have historically referred to are cis-normative and queer-exclusionary.”
“OK,professor, if you’re gonna make me spell it out for you.”
James let out a tortured groan. “Don’t call me that." His face was scrunched up like he was in pain, and I was confused for a moment until my eyes flicked down to where his dick was tenting his pants.
“Ooo, does someone have a professor kink then?”
“Nikki, please.” His voice was strained, and I decided to take pity on him.
Laughing, I replied, “Fine, fine. By the basics, I mean like the main three things I guess. Hands, oral, and penetration. And before you say it, I do mean you penetrating me, not me pegging you.”
“Damn, OK.” I could hear the grin in his voice. “Any specific positions you’re curious about?”
I took a moment to think about it and also to gather myself. The more we talked about, the more turned on I was getting. I could feel my nipples pushing at the fabric of my bra, the ache at the apex of my thighs getting harder to ignore.Not the only thing gettingharderto ignore, I thought to myself, glancing again at the impressive erection James had going on.
“Um, probably doggy-style? I’ve heard that most people find that more, uh, pleasurable.” At this point I wouldn’t be surprised if my face was hot enough to start a fire.
“Alright, we can do that.” I could tell from his voice that he was struggling just as much as I was. “How, uh, how slow would you like to go? Maybe we break it up into lessons? Do one thing each time and slowly build up?”
“Yeah, yeah, that works for me.” My voice came out so breathy it was barely more than a whisper.
“OK, well, I guess I’ll head to my room now. Just let me know when you’re ready to try again, and we’ll find a time Will and Collins are gone again.” At his words, I felt a pang of disappointment in my chest. I knew now that I wasn’t ready to jump all the way in on the first go, but I also didn’t like the thought of leaving off like this. Besides, I was still horny as fuck, and obviously so was he. Maybe we could just startreallyslow right now.
The words were out of my mouth before I had truly decided to speak. “Don’t go.”
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James
Take Me to Church - Hozier
IfrozeatNikki’swords. I had been fully prepared to leave before she spoke—just because I was so horny I could cry didn’t make it her job to help me deal with it. I was just going to go backto my room and jerk myself into oblivion. But now shedidn’twant me to leave?
I’d been trying so hard this whole time not to look at her at all. Not only to let her have the privacy she needed to feel comfortable enough to talk about this, but also because seeing her tits in that dress might have made me spontaneously combust in my pants.
At the movement, though, I finally allowed myself to look at her. She was flushed from her cheeks all the way down to her chest, which was moving up and down faster than normal. Thank god she was just as affected as me. Before I could ask her what she was doing, she got up to her knees and swung one leg over until she was straddling me.
“What are you doing?” The words came out like I’d just had the wind knocked out of me, but it was taking all of my strength not to thrust up into her warm center. With her in a dress, the only things between us were my pants and boxers and her panties. I could feel the warmth of her through the layers of fabric as she settled herself on my rock-hard cock with a sigh.
“Say the word and I’ll get back off, I promise.” Nikki’s eyes were glazed over with lust. “But now that I feel more in control, now that I know our clothes aren’t coming off tonight and I’m not overthinking everything, all I can think about is how I’m so turned on it hurts. And from what I can tell”—she gave the barest roll of her hips, a whimper escaping her throat as my head fell back to the bed, my eyes slamming shut as I forced myself to stay still—“you’re just as desperate as me. Instead of taking care of this on our own, I figured we could find a little mutual satisfaction. Is that OK?”
“God, yes.” I surged up, pulling her head down to mine at the same time, but she stopped my with a hand to my chest. I froze, wondering fi she had changed her mind, but all she did was reach for my face and gently pulled my glasses off my face,setting them gently on the bedside table. And thenfinally, she pulled me back to her and our mouths crashed together. We moaned in unison as the kiss immediately turned desperate, and she began tofinallyroll her hips against mine. Pure bliss flooded my body as my dick finally received the pressure it had been aching for. I wasn’t going to last very long, not with how much anticipation and build-up had left me leaking into my boxers.
I gripped her hips firmly, pushing her even harder against me. Her mouth separated from mine on a gasp, head falling back as she fell into a rhythm. I took advantage of the perfect angle to kiss and lick my way up to her ear, pulling the lobe into my mouth and biting down hard enough to sting but not to mark.
Nikki cried out in pleasure, and I realized my theory from our first kiss was right. She’d made a similar noise when I had pulled her hair the slightest bit. My girl liked a little pain with her pleasure. Wait, no.Notmy girl. Nikki. Nikki was not mine, and I could not let myself forget that.
