Don’t give him the satisfaction.
Don’t let him see how my stomach drops like a stone in water.
I don’t ask if it’s true.
I don’t need to.
I just keep walking.
And walking.
And walking until I’m alone again.
If he wants to keep his past conquests around like memories in a glass case, that’s his business.
I didn’t ask for this marriage.
I don’t evenwantto be here.
Still.
When I close my door, I sit on the edge of the bed for a long time, staring at nothing.
Day 6
Maksim takes me out.
He says it’s a celebration because I passed the state pre-requisite exam.
One of the hurdles between me and the Bar, and I cleared it like a damn queen.
I almost forgot about it with everything else gnawing at my spine, but when he showed up with a rose and called me“lioness”in Russian, I did something I haven’t done in days—
I laughed.
A real one.
He brings me back late.
I’m tired, heels in hand, brain buzzing with sugar and wine and victory. I don’t say a word when I see Angelo standing in the living room, nursing a drink.
I don’t even look at him.
Maksim, however, does.
He glances between us before leaning in to murmur, just loud enough, “She passed, you know. Crushed that test!”
I see it.
That flicker of pain in Angelo’s eyes.
Quick.
Sharp.
He hadn’t known.
I didn’t tell him.