Doesn’t need to be.
And that makes something primal in me bristle.
“You know she’s mine now,” I say.
The words are clipped. Sharper than I mean them to be.
He doesn’t flinch.
Just shrugs. Calm. Like I told him the weather.
“Yeah,” he says. “Figured that out when Luciano said you’d be handling it instead of her.”
He means it as acknowledgment.
I hear it as dismissal.
And that unsettles me more than it should.
He doesn’t look angry.
Doesn’t look like he gives a fuck either way.
Was she forgettable?
My wife is not forgettable.
But I prefer he doesn’t remember her.
And I don’t know what pisses me off more.
He closes the folder once I finish signing.
“Thanks for coming down. Appreciate it.”
Then, as if sensing something in my silence, he adds, quiet, with no edge:
“It was a long time ago. She and I… it wasn’t serious. Whatever it was, it ended clean.”
A pause.
Then he continues
“She didn’t want me and she’s not someone you cling to if she doesn’t want you.”
I don’t respond.
Because I don’t know whether to respect him for that...
Or hate him for ever getting close in the first place.
I nod once.
Then turn on my heel and walk out, pulse thundering in my ears.
I promised her I’d be collected.
Chapter 38