“Rafe.. what are you doing here?”
His eyes trail my pajamas or lack there of.
His smirk drops and he steps inside invading my space. He’s too quick.
In a breath, he shuts the door behind him, spins us, and presses me back against it—his face inches from mine, eyes boring into me.
“I’m checking,” he says softly.
I blink.
“For what?”
“For the woman I know. He doesn’t get to break you again Adriana.”
My breath hitches.
“Do you have this?”
I nod.
“Adriana, do you have this?”
My throats tightens.
“Yes.”
Rafael presses his forehead to mine. “I love you kid, but you have to be ready. You’re strong.”
I take a breath and hold it.
His knuckles graze my cheek. “Be the woman I know.”
His whisper hits me where I need it.
I wrap my arms around his neck and hug him. He holds me close.
Familiarity.
Strength.
Friendship.
I exhale.
“I have this. He won’t break me again.”
***
I feel like I can’t breathe.
I changed outfits six times before I settled on a cream blouse and high-waisted trousers, hoping they’d make me look put together even though I feel anything but.
No red.
Not anymore.
It used to be my favorite.