Page 16 of The Hellcat Barbies: Aubree
“I’m sorry I gave her up,” I whispered. The last thing I expected was for him to wrap his arms around me, but he did. Brasi held me so tight that I closed my eyes and enjoyed the comfort.
It was a constant battle with myself as far as wondering if I made the right choice. That was going on long before Brasi found out about Brianna, but his knowledge of her made my guilt and confusion worse.
“It’s okay, Aubree. You did what you felt was best, and I’m learning to be at peace with that. It’s not easy, but it is what it is. I should have set the tone for communicating and acting like an adult. I’m sorry.” His fingers found their way to my hair.
The way his voice came out in a low rumble as his fingertips lightly pressed into my scalp had my nipples hardening. His voice, tone, scent, it was all turning me on in the worst way. Slowly, my eyes opened, and I peered up at him with lust and regret. Brasi’s eyes darted back and forth across my face. I had no clue what he was searching for. Maybe he was trying to figure out whether or not he hated me.
“I’m sorry.” His tone was so low I almost didn’t hear him. “What I did with Alyssa was childish. I know it hurt you, and I’m sorry.”
“Like you said before. We keep apologizing to each other for the same things over and over. If we’re going to let it go, we gotta let it go. Yes, it hurt, but that was six years ago.”
I literally stopped breathing as Brasi’s face neared mine. When his lips brushed mine, all the ill will I’d felt toward him disappeared. Brasi fisted my hair, and our kiss deepened. As hepressed his body into mine, I felt the bulge in his jeans. His hard member poking against me, ignited heat between my legs. One would think I was the one that had done six years in prison because I had to stop myself from ripping Brasi’s clothes off.
He moved his mouth over to my ear, and my eyes closed again as he kissed my ear before sucking on my earlobe. I needed to at least touch his dick since I couldn’t feel it inside me at the moment. Anxiously, I unzipped then unbuttoned his jeans. Reaching inside, I bit my bottom lip as my hand wrapped around his thick, veiny dick. He sucked my neck as I stroked him. Gently. Up and down.
Brasi placed his hand around my neck and squeezed lightly while staring into my eyes as I jacked him off. “You know what you getting started?” he inquired.
Rather than giving a verbal response, I stroked him a little faster. Brasi smirked before grabbing my arm and turning me around. From behind me, he lowered his body. He pushed my dress up, pulled my panties to the side, and took my peach into his mouth. My head rolled back as I gripped the edge of the island while Brasi sucked me like ice cream on a hot summer day. When he moaned into my pussy, my entire body trembled.
“Brasi.” His name fell off my lips in a whisper as his tongue probed my center. The way he was feasting on my kitty had my heart racing. The more he slurped, sucked, and moaned the wetter I became.
When he spread my cheeks and swiped his tongue down the crack of my ass, I gasped. My stomach quaked as an orgasm ripped through me like a tornado. The harder Brasi sucked on my clit the more my pussy spasmed. My knees buckled, as I laid my head on the island and rode the wave while also riding his face.
“Fuck,” Brasi marveled as he kneaded my ass cheeks while licking up every drop of nectar that ran from my center.
When he stood up, I didn’t move. I needed a moment to compose myself. When I felt his tip pressing into my opening, my eyes flew open. As he pushed slowly into me, my moans mingled with his, and I was in heaven. Lifting my head, I gripped the counter and pushed back into him. I had never wanted to have sex so badly in my life.
After Brasi worked himself into me, he waited for a few moments for my walls to adjust to him. Slowly, he pumped in and out of me, and I bent over. Gripping my ankles and moaning loudly I clenched my pussy muscles on his dick. Every time his balls slapped against my mound, a whimper pushed from my throat.
“This pussy so fucking good.”
I stood upright and leaned my back against his body. Brasi continued to pump me savagely as he sucked on my neck. He was sucking so hard it was damn near painful, but the way my pussy was leaking and responding to him, the pain didn’t matter. If anything, that was turning me on too.
“Come here,” Brasi commanded as he pulled out of me.
I wasn’t sure where here was. On wobbling legs, I turned around, and he picked me up. Brasi carried me over to the wall. With my legs wrapped around his waist, he stared into my eyes as he pushed back into me. My jaw slacked. Mouth was hanging wide open, but no sound came out. I locked my arms around Brasi’s neck, and we maintained eye contact as he sexed me like a man that hadn’t had sex in six years.
Of course, I knew he’d gotten some since being released, but that didn’t have a thing to do with me. I just prayed, he had used protection.
I tugged at his beard as my orbs poured over his face. He was so damn fine. I didn’t want the moment to end because I had no clue what this was. Maybe just some heat of the moment typeshit. Brasi snaked his tongue into my mouth, and I moaned as I came instantly.
“Got damn, I can’t pull out of this shit,” he spoke against my lips before releasing a guttural moan.
His forehead rested against mine, and I waited for the racing of my heart to slow down.
Brasi lifted his head and looked at me. “Guess I should get you a plan B, huh?”
“Or not.” His brow hiked. “I’m not saying you want me to have your child. That would be bold and presumptuous of me. As for me, I know Brianna can’t be replaced. But I’m up now. I can afford ten kids. If I did get pregnant it wouldn’t be so bad. My only regret would be not getting pregnant by my husband or at least my man. And no, I’m not trying to trap you.”
“That never crossed my mind.”
“Are you dealing with anybody?” My dumb ass was offering up my uterus, and I didn’t even know if he was involved with someone.
“Before this, I had sex twice since I’ve been home. Shorty is cool, but I deaded that situation. I’ve been chilling for real. And I used condoms with her.”
Relieved, I bobbed my head before releasing a chuckle. “I guess I should go clean up and get back to preparing my meal before I don’t eat at all tonight.”
“What you making?”
