Page 20 of Molly's Mr. Wrong
CHAPTER SIX
DYS...LEX...IA.
Finn typed the word into the search engine. He’d held off for three days, working on his truck as soon as he got home and avoiding his computer. But Molly had planted a seed that refused to die and now he figured if nothing else, he could prove her wrong. He clicked the first site that wasn’t trying to sell him something.
Take this quiz.
All right...
Finn took the quiz, which had to do with how well he remembered and organized and spelled. He spelled okay—he’d spelleddyslexiacorrectly after only one misfire. Obviously he was poor at organizing written work, but that was probably because he’d never paid much attention in English class—which explained a hell of a lot, really. He did have trouble with left and right—hated it when he had to come up with a direction quickly off the top of his head, but that didn’t prove anything. Pronunciation? Well, if he didn’t know a word, he didn’t say it. Slow reader? Not really...hmm...maybe...
He gave a small snort.
Define slow.
After finishing the quiz, he took another. By the time he finished the third, he had to admit that some of the symptoms seemed familiar.
Finn leaned back in his chair and laced his fingers behind his head as he studied the screen with his score. Maybe he was talking himself into having the symptoms.
Or maybe he needed to face the fact that he might actually be dyslexic.
But what were the chances of Molly picking up on it, while none of his English teachers had?
Probably pretty good if he was being passed along, as Molly had suggested. He’d had no aspirations for college. He’d made that clear to anyone who listened, so why not give him those inflated grades when the school’s reputation in sports needed to be upheld?
Finn didn’t like that possibility. He’d been happy with his Cs in English that he’d barely worked for, but had never questioned whether or not they had been a gift. Back then his biggest concern had been the next sporting event, the next party, the next anything-that-didn’t-have-to-do-with-school. He’d done his schoolwork, because his parents would have had his hide if he hadn’t, but he never considered the fact that maybe not everyone had the difficulty he had with some classes. School was supposed to be hard—and it was.
But maybe it shouldn’t have been as difficult as it’d been for him.
Finn got to his feet and paced through the house, then went back to the computer and started typing into the search engine box.
Professional dyslexia diagnosis...
Strategies to overcome dyslexia symptoms...
Famous people with dyslexia...
Athletes with dyslexia...
Smart people with dyslexia...
Finally, almost an hour later, he turned his computer off and headed for the kitchen, where he poured a glass of water and then took a couple aspirin for the headache that had started beating against his temples.
If he was dyslexic, then he had to deal with it, and from what he’d gleaned, a formal diagnosis wasn’t going to get him anywhere, because there was no cure or medication or anything. Just strategies to overcome symptoms.
Well, his first strategy was going to be to go to bed and deal with this tomorrow. Or the next day. He’d lived his life just fine until now, never dreamed anything was holding him back. He’d continue to live it just fine. He just might have to come up with a different career goal.
Or, hell, he might just tighten tarps and schlep grain and find satisfaction in other areas of his life.
But even as the thoughts passed through his head, he knew he wasn’t going to do that. He was going to come up with a way to deal with this and continue toward his goal.
* * *
MIKETURNEDAWAYfrom the rain-splattered window and shook his head gravely. “I’ll bet you anything that plumber never showed. You know how Neil O’Malley is.”
Actually, Finn had no idea how Neil O’Malley was, but obviously Mike did, since he’d paced to the front of the store about eight times to stare out into the driving rain and wonder aloud if his neighbors were dealing with a flood.
“Not our problem.”
