“Green.” Jun huffed.
Damian raised one eyebrow. “What if I wanted you to drink it?”
“Yuck, Alpha, no!” Jun sat up again, eyes wide. The blanket fell away. Jun snatched at it and shivered.
Damian chuckled. “This is why we have to talk, wolfling.”
Jun groaned. “Who wants to drink piss?”
“Some people do. Some people let their partners piss inside them.”
Jun’s face blanched. “Absolutely not! Who even thought of that?”
Damian cocked an eyebrow.
Jun groaned and flopped against the mattress. “Fine. Bring it. Can we just talk about things you actually want to do? This is going to give me nightmares.”
“Things I want to do and things I’m willing to witness or have you do could be different. For example, if Richard kept Collin naked one day and Émeric was keeping him in a cage like a cat, would you consent to being present?”
“You mean seeing Collin naked? Being a cat?”
“Being humiliated, fucked, caged, all of that.”
Jun whimpered. “I’m a bad, bad person. That just sounds hot.”
Damian belly laughed. Little wolf, you have no idea. “It is. He sucked me off one day like that. Like he was in heat. We all had him.”
Jun’s face flushed. “Would you hate me if I wanted to touch him?”
Damian shook his head. “Would you be angry if I fucked him in front of you?”
Jun blinked. “I…I don’t know. Maybe not?”
Damian made a note. “Let’s come back to that. Do you consent to me having sexual relations with Richard?”
“Aren’t you?” Jun’s face crinkled up adorably. “He’s your dom. You’ve always told me that.”
“I haven’t slept with anyone but you since you called me on Christmas.”
“Why?”
“Because we hadn’t agreed.”
“Won’t they be angry?” Jun sat up fully, fear in his eyes. “You can’t just stop, Da. They’re important. I don’t want them to hate me. I’m not taking you from them! I said that!” He slapped the bed. “I never agreed to you stopping. I don’t want that.”
Damian caught his hand. “It’s been a couple weeks. We’ve been surviving. I’ve slept in the same bed as Émeric. You haven’t taken me from them. We just hadn’t negotiated. That’s what we’re doing now.”
“You have to keep sleeping with them.” Jun pressed his hand against Damian’s arm as if he were going to push him into concourse at once. “They’re important to you.”
Damian kissed Jun’s knuckles. “They are. And so are you. I was giving us time. I’ve had years with them. Months with Collin, but years with Richard and Émeric. We have all been giving you time, Jun. Every relationship is its own. Ami only engages with Émeric. They live on opposite sides of the world. They’ve been together in different ways for something like twenty years. Except for when she was married. I don’t submit to Émeric, but I will engage with him sexually. The only one I submit to is Richard. We all have different ways we engage in each of our different relationships. Ways we consent and volunteer for, not ways that are dictated.”
Jun bit his lip, listening, eyes unfocused like he was thinking. “Would they expect me to submit to Collin since I’m new?”
“There are no expectations. Do you want to submit to him?”
“No.” Jun shook his head. “Collin is…soft. Not like you or Richard. Émeric confuses me.”
Damian laughed. “Émeric is a stealth dom, sometimes. Then his sadism catches you unawares. I understand what you’re saying about Collin. That is what he is in the family. We’re his refuge. In The Residency, his role is to submit and be protected. Even though I’m not his dom, I respect his role. As a member of The Residency and a dominant, he falls under my protection by default. He’s not soft. There’s a Russian operative in prison somewhere who will never look the same, not after Collin finished with him.”