But she’s still blissfully unaware of who’s forcing so much pleasure on her.
And fuck, seeing her like that, submissive and vulnerable and so ready, it’s the sweetest hit I’ve ever had. The highest high I’ve ever fucking climbed.
I duck my head, stopping with my mouth an inch from hers.
Can’t do it.
I can’t fucking do it.
Not like this, when it will mean nothing to her. When she might not even fucking remember it tomorrow.
Her breath is on my lips, and I know she can feel mine. But she’s waiting for me to make the first move. Or perhaps not expecting me to.
Sex without the intimacy. Because that’s how she rolls.
My fingers thrust into her so hard she gasps. I keep them buried deep as I grind my palm against her clit, until her legs clamp closed, and her back arches, and she lets out a pained whimper as she comes.
For a complete stranger.
I try to pull my fingers out, but she grabs my wrist, keeping me inside.
I’m expecting her to say she’s not done.
But her eyes flash open, fix on mine, and go even wider.
“Kai,” she whispers, mouth trembling around my name.
Not surprised. Not angry. Just...relieved. Like she’d wanted it to be me all along.
“Slut.” I wipe my hand on her trash bag, trying to get her off me.
“You know how long I’ve been looking for you?” Ezra says.
I frown at him over my shoulder. “The fuck you need me for?”
His eyes flicker past me, to Haven. When he chuckles, my whole body tenses. “Fuck, never mind. You found her already.”
“Found…?” I turn to look at Haven.
She throws me a quick, desperate look.
…save me, Kai!…
I saved her from one creep only to hand her to another.
Because this is what we do. Save each other. Destroy each other. Repeat.
When I take a step back, she tries to grab onto me, but I knock her arm away.
Ezra smiles as he slides a hand onto her shoulder, gently pulling her away from the tree. “This guy bothering you, Haven? I can have him kicked out of the party, if you want.”
He starts walking back to the dance floor, throwing me a sharklike grin over his shoulder.
And she fucking goes with him.
I know she’s fucked on molly, but she just…
She just?—