“For me to take your virginity.”
“I thought you already had,” I said but he just shook his head and shifted to lie on top of me, kissing me thoroughly again.
“I’m ready,” I said into his mouth, feeling his cock enter me again.
And that’s when he pushed all the way in, breaking through my hymen and holding me in place when I tried to pull back in pain.
It hurt.
It really hurt, and I think it might have hurt Gabriel too because he made some strained groans and stopped moving inside me. For a moment we lay closely merged with his cock spearing me like a goddamn shish kebab.
And then he started rocking back and forth like we had done before and the pain slowly but surely grew to pleasure.
We were having sex… I was no longer a virgin, and from Gabriel’s moans in my ear, I got the sense that I wasn’t terrible at it.
“Fuck, you feel amazing,” he almost growled and half bit, half kissed my neck. “Do you like it?”
“Yes,” I assured him and met him in his slow thrusts, which were becoming harder.
“Tell me if it hurts,” he warned me and pushed up on his hands, looking down to where we were joined and slowly increasing his pace to…fast. The whole bed started shaking as he took me with an intensity and determination I had never imagined.
“Yes… yes… God, yes,” I chimed in and felt all those little jolts of electricity that had played with my body earlier return. But this time they had brought friends and the party was so much bigger… the orgasm so much more violent. “OH FUCK!” I cried out as bliss took me again and my insides cramped around him.
“Cia… I’m… cumming.” Gabriel threw his head back and roared out with such awesome force that it left no doubt in me that I had just passed the “good in bed” test. I had done something right, and mentally I was standing like a champion with both hands raised in victory.
Gabriel collapsed on me and I didn’t mind the colossal weight of his muscled body one bit – until I ran out of oxygen, that is.
When I pushed at him, he slid down to rest beside me, still with his arm possessively around me.
“That was fucking amazing!” he said with his eyes still closed.
I stroked his arm up and down, glancing around the bedroom with its simple furnishings of nothing more than the queen-size bed, a large closet, and two nightstands. Not even a picture on the wall gave the room any personality, but then, it was just a rental.
Still, it felt strange that nothing had changed when inside me everything had changed. If the room should reflect how I felt, I would have opened my eyes to see rainbow colors on the wall and picture frames with Gabriel and me kissing and holding hands.
I was in love. Big time!
“I wanted to do this for so long,” he muttered in my ear and nuzzled his nose against me. “This is it, we’re together now.” He intertwined his fingers with mine. “You’re mine and I’m yours.”
His words healed a broken part of me. I had been alone all my life, and hearing him say that we were now a couple made tears trickle from my eyes. I had finally found my missing piece.
“When you came…” I said quietly.
“Yeah?”
“Well, you looked almost pained for a moment and the veins on your neck stood out kind of prominently. Did it hurt?”
“No, it didn’t hurt. In fact, it was torturously good.” Gabriel opened his eyes and we smiled at each before he sat up and pulled off his condom to tie a knot in it. “I can’t wait to take you bareback without those suckers.”
He got back beside me, resting his head on my chest. I let my hands play with his hair and ear, silently wondering what had just happened and what it all meant, when Gabriel turned to look at me and said the last thing I would have expected to ever hear from him.