He moved over her, and then that big dick of his was pressedto her pussy. “You’re going to be my sweet sub. I’m going to take care of you.”
He thrust inside her, and she gasped at the fullness. Shewas so wet there was no pain at all, but he was big and filled her up in a wayshe’d never been before. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he pushedinside her again.
“You feel so fucking good,” Zach groaned. He stared into hereyes. “So right.”
She let her arms drift around his neck, looking back up athim. He was so lovely. If he wasn’t in the military, she would talk him intoletting that jet black hair grow out so it would be slightly shaggy and shecould run her fingers through it. “Back at you, Sir.”
He fucked her in earnest now, his big body working overhers. He let himself go, and it was feral and wild and everything she hadn’tknown she needed. She held on while he pushed her higher and higher. This timeshe’d didn’t hold back. When his cock hit the right place deep inside her, shelet out a shout. She let her nails bite into him, and he simply growled andfucked her harder.
She came twice before he gave over and let himself go. Hishands tangled in her hair as he held himself deep inside her, giving upeverything he had.
That big body came down on hers, his head finding the crookof her neck. “That did not suck.”
Oh, but he had, and it was glorious. “It did not suck, Sir.”
She smoothed her hands down his back.
He lay there for a moment and then another, and a feeling ofpeace settled on Devi. He was correct. This felt different. It felt right. Howcould she fit so effortlessly with this man when most of her otherrelationships had been awkward, at least in the beginning?
Were they starting a relationship? Or had that been play,too? They hadn’t set parameters.
He sighed and shifted off her. “Be right back. Whatever isgoing through your head now, stop.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
He stood and pulled the condom off, tying it neatly.“Sweetness, it means you are easy to read and while you were perfectly happyfor a couple of minutes there, you got stiff, and I could feel the distance.Stop it. I don’t like it. I know it’s fast, but I don’t like you pulling awayfrom me, especially when I don’t know why.”
He walked into the bathroom. She heard him turn on the sink.
Well, he didn’t hold back.
And he didn’t like distance between them.
She sat up but didn’t bother covering herself. She wasn’tgoing to fuck this up with her insecurities. When he walked back in, she lethim pull her into his arms and lie back.
“Tell me what you’re thinking, Devi.”
She let herself listen to the strong beat of his heart for asecond. “I was wondering if all the contract talk was just play.”
He squeezed her tight, like he didn’t want to think aboutletting her go. “No. And I know it was too soon. I knew it the moment I saidit. I don’t want to scare you off. We don’t have to have a contract. We don’thave to be anything but friendly, if that’s what you want. I would really liketo see you again. Not in the club. I mean I want to see you in the club, too,but I want to… I don’t know, be out in the world with you. My life is a seriesof scenes. At least that’s what it feels like at times. I’m always playing arole. I don’t want to do that with you.”
Or she was completely wrong and he was being honest andvulnerable with her. “I like a contract, Sir. I don’t think I need wholesomedates to know I would like to sub for you.”
“But I want the dates, too.” He sounded a bit hollow now.“Unless you don’t want anyone to know.”
She sat up, breaking his hold on her. She needed to look athim, make him believe. His back was against the headboard of the bed, so shestraddled him and felt his cock start to come back to life against her innerthigh. She put her hands on either side of his face and looked him in the eyes.“I love my family. They do not have any say in who I see or date or sub for. TJand I are close, but we stay out of each other’s dating lives. Otherwise, hewould have gotten many a lecture from me over how he treated Lou. Of course nowthat they’re finally together, he’s so into her I doubt he’ll even notice I’mdating someone. My father, on the other hand, will be twelve kinds of up yourass, and not the way you think.”
“I think he’ll probably want to know what I’m doing with hisdaughter. He’ll likely want to know why a spy is hanging out in his baby girl’sbed,” Zach replied. “He’s a Taggart. He’ll be overly protective and probablysarcastic about it.”
Oh, it was nice that he didn’t know everything. “Haven’tspent much time with my dad, have you? No. That’s my mom. She’s the one who’llask how this whole thing works since you’re playing the spy game. My dad willwant to know when the wedding is and what’s your favorite Taylor Swift song.”
Zach winced. “Really?”
She nodded. “Oh, yeah. You’ll love Mom. She’ll growl a lotand threaten to bury you alive if you hurt me. She means that, but she’s prettyreasonable about what constitutes hurt. The torture and death thing onlyapplies in the most dire circumstances. But my dad is serious about weddingplanning, and he’s not getting a lot from TJ and Lou. They seem happy to waitfor a while.”
“All your brother needs to be happy is Lou and anever-ending supply of snacks.” His lips had curled up. “But your mom would beright about the spy thing. I’m gone a lot, but I want to see you when I’m here.I’ll be here more often if I have my way. And honestly, this is not a job Iplan on doing forever. At some point I want to put down roots and enjoy a lifethat doesn’t include people shooting at me.”
“Well, then you should rethink seeing me, Sir, because thatseems to be a theme lately.” She frowned. “I don’t like being kidnapped andthreatened with death all to get my bestie’s attention.”