He isn't gentle, and I don't want him to be. My knees begin to shake and his body holding me up is the only reason I'm still standing.
Over and over he thrust into me, I don't know where he begins and I end, all I know is that I never want this to stop.
Pulling my hair back, I turn to look at him. "I love you, Gunner."
He bends down to capture my lips in his. "I love you more than I've ever loved anything, Little Lamb."
With his words, my pussy convulses around his cock, and we cry out each other's name. He collapses on top of me, then plants kisses all over my upper back.
Only after we catch our breath do we move, and I've never felt so alive. I’m beginning to see that there is beauty in madness.
THIRTY
Cell Block 666
They've tortured him for weeks, all because he hurt me. I've never felt so afraid, yet so cherished.
-Presley
My shiftat Wonderland hasn't been that bad, besides Declan following me around watching my every move, it's been great. I understand why he's here, and I've always liked him, but it's the fact that he takes his job way too seriously.
Homeboy, made me keep the bathroom stall open, while I peed! He turned around respectfully, of course, but what if I would have had to shit! I'm mortified.
Kai laughed when I texted him about it, so now he's on my list. I told him there'd be no blowjobs for him ever again. He texted me back that he’s willing to bet that he can get me to change my mind. Probably.
I'm at the end of my supper break, and Gunner's homemadesoup is hitting the spot. I'm convinced it's the best thing I've ever tasted, well, besides the Donovan Brothers.
"Dec, why are you being so quiet? Is it because of a girl?" I ask the last part jokingly, but he winces, so I hit the nail on the head!
"Come on, you know you want to spill at least some of the tea. We don't have to use names."
He sighs. "She's older by like seven years, I met her at a bar, and I've been chasing her ever since. She's the sweetest woman I've ever met, and her eyes are an emerald green. She's just beautiful."
His face lights up as he describes her, and he doesn't know it yet, but that boy’s in love. "So, what's the problem? Why is she running?"
"Honestly, I think it's because she's in witness protection or some shit like that. I hired Pan to do some digging into her past. He found nothing, and you know he's the best hacker there is. It's like she never existed before moving to Pixie Hollow five years ago."
Placing my hand on his arm, I give him an encouraging smile. "Dec, maybe instead of chasing her, you show her how much you want to protect her. Show her how much you care. Sometimes, we need to see it before we can believe it's true."
He nods. “I guess, I’ve never thought of it like that before.”
"Since we're bonding, I'm ready to see what they're hiding in Cell Block 666. Will you go with me or am I going to have to try to escape?" I need to know.
"I don't know if you are ready, Presley. You better think long and hard about this. It's some heavy shit."
"I've thought a lot about it, and I feel like it's time. It's where they've been all day, and I'm curious. Before I fully give myself to them, I need to know everything."
"Okay, if you’re sure, then I’ll handle it." He agrees.
Taking out his phone he doesn't shield his screen from me. He texts Kai a simple message.She's ready, just like you said she would be.
Kai: Good. Escort her now.
"I expected him to argue." Are they truly ready to share the hidden parts of their soul with me?
Declan shakes his head. "Gunner doesn't know, but Kai's been planning this for a while now. He knew the longer they stayed behind those closed doors the sooner you'd be ready."
That does sound like Kai. Taking a deep breath to calm my nerves, I motion for him to follow me. "Let's go."