Amber
 
 My first impression of Alaska as we flew lower was that it had a lot of trees. Snowy, tall pines everywhere. Endless white forests under a pale morning sky. I don’t think I would have been able to appreciate the beauty of it if Rylen wasn’t alive, landing his jet right ahead of us. But as we passed over what looked like towns and a city, I saw the charred remains of bomb destruction, and worse . . . huge heaps of dirt in fields. When people started whispering to one another about burial mounds, I tasted the sour bile I’d come to know so well.
 
 All of our planes were pulled into industrial garages at the end of a narrow road in the middle of a forest, miles from anything. When we all stared from the windows to First Sergeant, he assured us. “Convoys are coming. Don’t worry.”
 
 I stood with the others and lined up to get off. None of us had anything to carry other than those who held guns. We’d left every single belonging behind in our rush to exit the bunker. I tried really hard not to be pushy, but when my feet hit the ground at the base of the rickety stairs, I bolted in the direction of the fighter jet. Rylen was on the ground, looking up at a place on the wing that looked like it’d been clipped by enemy fire.
 
 “Rylen!”
 
 He spun, getting his helmet off just in time to catch me in his arms as I collided into him, exhaling at the feel of his healthy body against mine. He laughed and held me up, kissing the side of my head.
 
 “I was so scared,” I said, shaking at the memory of thinking he’d been lost.
 
 “I’m right here, Pepper. We’re all safe.”
 
 Not all . . .
 
 He set me down, and I choked up, covering my mouth and shaking my head.
 
 “Amber?” He lifted my chin, and when I saw the worry in his blue-gray eyes, I had to shut mine tight, tears squeezing out. “What is it?”
 
 I took a shuddering breath, my chest heaving. “Remy and Tater didn’t make it.”
 
 He went still and quiet. When I opened my eyes, he was staring at me in shock. Without a word, he let me go and ran to the other passenger plane, pushing his way through our people, yelling, “Tate!” I chased after him, knowing better than to get my hopes up, but every time he shouted my brother’s name, I looked too, half expecting Tater’s smiling face to pop up in the crowd.
 
 “Tater!” He stopped and spun amid the people, his face frantic until his eyes finally landed on mine again, and then he slumped. I knew his pain. His panic. “Wh—what happened?” His disbelief.
 
 I shook my head. “He was with me, and then when we couldn’t find Remy, he ran back.” I swallowed down the moisture of emotion. “They never made it.”
 
 Rylen’s hand was trembling as he ran it over his blond, cropped hair. He looked around once more before taking me in his arms tightly. I squeezed him back. It was just us now. We had new friends, who I was thankful for, but our families were gone.
 
 “Fuck,” he whispered. “I don’t know if I should hope that they were killed or captured.”
 
 Oh, my God. Captured? I didn’t think of that. I just imagined the aliens killing everyone on sight. I pulled away and looked at him. “Why would they capture them?”
 
 His brow creased. “For information.”
 
 Now my stomach was churning. “How can we find out?”
 
 “I don’t know, Pep.” Rylen shook his head, then rubbed his face hard.
 
 “Fite!” We both turned at the sound of New York Josh’s accent. “Nice flying, man.” The two of them clasped hands and pulled each other in, giving a slap on the back.
 
 “Thanks. She got hit in a few places, but I think we can patch her up.”
 
 They both glanced at the plane and nodded.
 
 “Hey,” Josh said, turning to me. “Was Linette on your plane? She wasn’t on either chopper like she was supposed to be.”
 
 “I don’t think so,” I said. “I didn’t see her.” There was no way Linette would miss the convoy out of the bunker. She was too hardcore to make a mistake that big. But Josh looked worried.
 
 “All right. I’m gonna keep checking.” He jogged away, and I shared a glance with Rylen.
 
 “She’s here somewhere,” he assured me.
 
 Before I could respond, we were joined by a string of soldiers congratulating and thanking Rylen, including Top, our First Sergeant. They all wanted details of his flight, and how he’d shot the two jets down, but Rylen was too solemn to oblige yet. I knew, like me, he was thinking of Tater and Remy.
 
 Top cocked his head at Ry. “How’d you get in the pilot seat, anyway? What happened to Captain King flying?”