Page 165 of Holy Hearts
He steps back, and when I look over my shoulder, he grabs his phone from the bench with his clean hand and taps the screen a few times.
“Say hi,” he says, his voice a guttural sound. When he steps against my back again, he immediately pushes two fingers in, and my mouth drops open.
“H— Oh, fuuuuck,” I whisper, my eyes rolling back as his calloused hand massages that same spot again.
“That’s it,” Kai growls. “I think you’re ready for me, baby.”
I nearly collapse at the pet name. It sounds so fucking hot coming from his mouth, and I realize that I’d never submit to another man, but I don’t mind submitting to Kai.
Perhaps I’m a bit of a switch, too.
He removes his fingers, and I hear the oil bottle lid snap open again. Looking over my shoulder, I shudder when I see the way he generously oils his thick cock. And then that same hand is on my hip, pulling me back, rougher this time.
All I can do is close my eyes and let him.
“Deep breaths, Julian.”
I inhale once, twice. On the third inhale, I feel the head of his cock start to press into me.
“You’ve got to relax,” he says, his voice gentle.
I nod vigorously. “Okay, okay. Give me a second.” Reaching down, I begin to stroke my cock. It already feels ready to explode. My balls are aching and heavy, and when I envision fucking Kai just like this one day…
“Fuck,” I whimper. “Okay, do it now.”
Kai doesn’t give me the option to second-guess it. Instead, he pushes into me quickly—firmly—and stays there for a second. My head drops back, and I know it should sting or hurt, but all I feel is fullness.
“Deeper,” I beg.
Kai chuckles. “Look at my good boy begging for more cock. You sure you’re not a bottom, Julian?” he taunts.
I want to laugh, but I’m afraid I might come immediately if I move, so I stay still.
“Fuck you, Ravage.”
“You will,” he answers. I clench around his cock, and he groans. “Fuck yes. You feel so good.”
“Deeper,” I repeat.
Despite never doing this before, I know the second his cock bumps that spot against my front wall, I’m going to be spraying the shower tiles. He moves his hips forward slightly, pushing into me another inch, and my whole body lights up.
I arch my back as he thrusts farther into me, andfuck,there it is?—
“Holy shit,” I mutter, my voice garbled.
“You like this?”
At this, he pushes the rest of the way into me, and a deep, low sound escapes my lips. My whole body is quaking, and my toes curl inside my now soaking wet shoes.
“Yes,” I whisper. “Yes, fuck me,fuck?—”
Kai pulls almost all the way out, adding more oil before driving back into me.
He’s not gentle this time, and my whole body rocks forward as he thrusts back into me in one, smooth motion.
“God, that feels… so good…” I mutter, seeing stars.
Everything inside of me is sizzling with white-hot electricity, like someone turned my pleasure receptors up from one to one hundred. My hands curl against the tile, and I don’t even need to touch my cock. It’s rock hard, bouncing with every thrust.
