Page 46 of Holy Hearts
The way Kai had stood behind Sophie, guiding her hand as she tried to drill into the wall, his low voice rumbling in her ear, felt like something I shouldn’t be aroused by—but was.
The feelings are subtle, but they’re there, winding through me in slow, quiet waves. It happened without me even realizing.
And now? Now it crashes hard and fast, like I’ve been ignoring it too long. In that moment, I realize I want him to feel this ache—the same wild confusion I feel every time I’m near him. My feelings for him are sharper than ever, simmering beneath the surface, tangled with a sort of anger and desire I can’t seem to untangle.
The depth of his gaze shifts, a flash of pain and longing I recognize, the same pull I felt years ago. He looks away then, turning abruptly, and I almost call out, a strange sense of loss tightening in my chest. But before I can say anything, he’s gone, disappearing down the stairs, leaving me feeling more exposed than I’d ever admit—even to myself.
Hoisting Sophie up and pressing her against the wall, I pull her knickers to the side, unzip my trousers, freeing my cock, and push into her without any warning.
She gasps and pulls away from my lips, looking at me with hooded eyes. “Julian,” she mutters, lips swollen and cheeks flushed. “We should talk?—”
“About what?” I ask, grunting as I slide all the way into her.
With parted lips, she groans. “About—about?—”
“Kai?” I ask, his name on my lips low and sensual.
“Yes,” she whispers, throwing her head back. “God, Julian?—”
“It’s okay, you know,” I tell her, kissing her jaw before pulling out and driving back into her soft, wet cunt. “I see the way you look at him, Soph.”
She gasps as I slam into her on the last word. “Julian.”
I can’t help it. I think of Kai staying instead of leaving—standing behind me instead of running away. It feels dangerousand exhilarating. It’s worrying how easily I imagine him stepping closer.
My cock throbs, and Sophie arches against me.
Would she arch like this if it were his hands on her waist?
“It should bother me,” I growl, baring my teeth as I roll my hips. Her eyes flutter, threatening to close, so I place one of my hands gently around her throat. “Look at me when I say this,” I tell her, my voice earnest as I continue fucking her. With each hard push into her, her tits bounce inside her dress and her eyes spark with lust. I know her well enough to know that a minute playing with her clit will have her exploding on my cock, but I hold off because I want to get this off my chest.
“It should bother me, but it doesn’t,” I confess. “Sometimes, when he looks at you… and when you look at him… it makes me really fucking hot,” I add, squeezing her thighs with my hands.
“I’m not— I don’t ever want him to come between us,” Sophie says, eyes locking into mine as she wraps her legs around me even tighter. Her hand comes to my cheek, and the faint blush from earlier returns. “You matter more than anyone, and I don’t ever want you to feel like I’m betraying you.”
Kissing her hand, I fuck her harder. “You won’t be, because Kai kissed me at uni. If anything, I’m betraying you.”
Her eyes flick between mine, widening in surprise at first before her pupils bloom dark. “I shouldn’t find that so sexy, but I do,” she says after a minute.
“That day I got a splinter? He sucked it out, and I wanked to the feel of his mouth on my hand.”
Sophie grins. “You didn’t.”
I place a hand near her head to give myself more leverage, and then I dig my nails into her arse.
“I did.”
Her eyes flash, and she kisses me—hard.“Fuck,” she gasps, panting against my lips. “That’s—really—fucking—hot?—”
“Yeah?” I ask, laughing as my wife’s cunt feathers around my cock, drawing my orgasm closer. “You like the idea of your husband having a little crush on his friend? You like the idea of fucking him while I watch, or watching while I fuck him?”
“Yes,” she whispers, pleading. “Fuck, Julian.”
“You’re not alone, baby. Maybe we both want him, and that’s okay.”
“Yes,” she says quickly, whimpering. “God, I’m close.”
“You and me,” I growl, biting her lower lip as I slam into her over and over.
