One word.
Whatever Calliope had been looking for, he’d given
it to her. Her shoulders relaxed ever so slightly, her expression softened.
She moved close and stared into Roxy’s eyes.
“I didn’t do a very good job,” she said, and her
mouth turned in a sad smile. “I hadn’t been a mentor
before. You were my first pupil. So prickly, so private.
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I didn’t push for personal information because you
seemed to prefer distance, and because I didn’t want
to make you withdraw even more. I see now that that
was a mistake. I’ve lost you and I’ll have to answer for
that.”
“You haven’t lost me.” Roxy shook her head. “Answer to whom?”
Calliope cut Dagan a look. Roxy had the feeling she
was choosing the right words, the ones she thought
were best. Best for what?
“You’re the bottom rung of the Asetian Guard,”
Calliope said at last. “You’re privy to no secrets.”
“Apparently, I wasn’t even privy to the secret of
what the hell I am,” Roxy muttered, unable to squelch
the hint of resentment.
Calliope’s lips twisted in a wry smile. “My error,
Roxy. You have my apology and my regret, but the truth
is, given what has now come to light, it seems that even
from the first day I found you, you were never meant
to be one of us.”
“What? Why?”
“I didn’t know you’d taken First Blood from a soul