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“It’s locked down. If I had more time, I could figure it out,” Morgan says, confident. “Now to answer the most burning question: Does he fuck boys or girls? I think the answer is boys. Sorry, Taylor.”
“Why are you saying sorry?” I giggle.
“Because you think he’s hot.”
I furrow my brows. “Everyone thinks he’s good looking. That’s why he has a million followers.”
“If this man asked you out on a date, would you say no?” she asks, tilting her head.
“You just said he wouldn’t ask me out on a date.”
“Hypothetically.”
“Yes, hypothetically.”
If Brandon were not in the picture, I would absolutely go out on a date with Kyle. Aside from being gorgeous, he’s funny … but he doesn’t like girls.
Thursday, September 18th
Ishould set expectations with Kyle about what is and is not allowed at High Five. I’ve never had to have this conversation since Nicholas and the manager Aaron have been my previous models, and they are just the sweetest guys. I’m actually a little relieved he might not be into girls because the majority of people getting photos will be women.
Taylor
Hey, I’m thinking through how we should do the photo line. Please ask each person if they want to be bitten, but don’t actually bite them, obvi. Also, ask if it’s okay for you to touch them. If they just want to stand next to you in the photo, then do the Keanu Reeves arm thing where you don’t touch them.
Kyle
Verbal consent required. Understood.
Why does that make me laugh?
Taylor
Also, please don’t drink before or during the event.
Kyle
Should I read your pleases in a cute voice or a stern voice?
My eyes go wide reading that.
Taylor
The voice of a nice person who can be scary when they’re mad.
Kyle
I think it would be impossible for you to look scary.
What the fuck is going on?Staring at my phone, I don’t know how to respond. The bubbles appear again.
Kyle
I don’t drink so all good there.
Hmm. My mind goes back to the timeline Morgan presented. I wonder if he had an issue … But plenty of people don’t drink.
I tap the thumbs up reaction and refocus on my day.
