The moment I ask, I become desperate for her answer. I’m dying to hear that I’m theonlyone who’s done that to her. That I’m the only one who’s seen her the way she is right now.
“Just you, Ari,” she says softly, almost as if she’s afraid to admit it. Whether she’s afraid to admit it to me or herself, I don’t know. “You turn me on in ways no one else ever has.”
My heart beats loudly at her admission as I lean down and kiss her, needing to be sure that this is all real.
I’ve never craved this from anybody else, but with Lucia, it’s like Ihaveto know how much she wants me. How much she likes having me around. How much she enjoys spending time with me.
Why?
If I had to hazard a guess, I’d say it’s because she’s becoming my absolute favorite person. Even outside of the bedroom, I love being with her. I’ve never been this comfortable with anybody before.
There are still things she doesn’t know about me, but I’m starting to think I might really be safe with her.
“Let’s check another item off your list tonight, Luc.”
Heat flashes through her eyes as she gazes at me.Have her eyes always been that pretty?
“What are you thinking, Casanova?”
“Choking,” I say before adding, “If you’re comfortable with that. I know it’s on your list, but that doesn’t necessarily mean you want to try it withme.”
Lucia chews her lips nervously before taking a deep breath and smiling at me softly. My heart starts doing somersaults at the gesture.
“I appreciate you being so considerate. That’s a hard one to check off because you have to have so much trust in your partner since it could so easily go wrong.” She rests her hand on my cheek, and I smile down at her. “And I trust you, Ari. I wouldn’t have been comfortable enough to try this with any of my previous partners, but I have a different level of trust in you. Maybe that’s weird since we haven’t been friends very long—”
“Thank you for trusting me. I promise I won’t hurt you.”
“I know.”
I lean down and kiss her, just savoring the moment.
She trusts me.
I’m not sure why that feels so big to me, but I don’t think Lucia trusts easily, especially after her last relationship.
Yet she trustsmeenough to give her a new experience tonight, and I’m not ashamed to admit that I’m on top of the fucking world right now.
Lucia grabs a condom from the bedside table and rips the foil before rolling the latex down my length.
We move back a little farther on the bed, and she spreads her legs wider for me. I wrap my hand around the base of my shaft and tease my head through her wetness. She pushes her hips up and slips the first several inches of my cock inside her.
“Yes…” she moans, head thrown back in pure pleasure as I slide the rest of the way in. “Your cock fills me so well, Ari.”
“Because this wet pussy is my perfect fit,” I breathe, rolling my hips into her.
“You feel so good. Oh my God.”
I sink my teeth into her bottom lip before snaking my hand across her chest as I keep moving. I rub my thumb over the column of her throat. “Grab my arm if this becomes too much, okay? I need confirmation that you’ll do that.”
“I’ll grab your arm if it is. I promise.”
I kiss her one time before applying pressure around her throat. I’m careful to start slowly, letting us work our way up.
I’m only lightly constricting her airflow right now. I want her to adjust to the lack of oxygen before I go all in.
“More,” she says, voice quiet and raspy.
“Play with your clit. I want to feel you strangling my cock as I give you the best orgasm of your life.”