Slowly, Lucia pulls out of me and removes the toy completely. Then, I grab her by the wrist and pull her on top of me, kissing her deeply as I make a mess of both of us.
Not like she hasn’t been covered in my cum before.
“Another kink to check off the list,” she smiles. “Yay or nay?”
I let out a laugh. “Definite yay.”
“I’m going to clean us up.” She pecks my lips before walking over to the bathroom, coming back with a wet washcloth.
I grab it from her before she can do anything, starting by running it over her stomach before I clean off mine.
Lucia falls down beside me on the bed and turns to her side to face me, and I mirror her position.
“That was fun,” she says.
“Very fun,” I chuckle.
She smiles before taking a deep breath, and now the air feels thicker. “You know you can trust me, right, Ari?”
“Of course.” I push her hair behind her ear, letting me see her pretty face. “Where is that coming from?”
“Just…” she starts before sighing. “I just want to make sure you know that you’re safe with me. That if there were ever something you want to share, you’re okay to share it with me.”
I let out a breath and shake my head. “Y-yeah. I know that.”
“Okay,” she says with a soft smile. “I just wanted to make sure.”
With as much as I’ve hidden away, Lucia’s words bring me nothing but comfort.
I trust her wholeheartedly.
“You figured it out, didn’t you?”
“What am I supposed to have figured out?” She feigns ignorance, letting me be the one to decide whether or not to open up. She's not pushing me.
I feel my stomach drop as the words dance on the tip of my tongue. I’ve hardly said them in my life, and I can’t shake the unease at telling somebody new.
“That I’m bisexual.”
Lucia’s smile is so warm and bright, and that simple action makes everything feel lighter.
“I’ve been wondering. You’ve always been vague when talking about past partners. Then today…”
I laugh softly. “Today was pretty obvious. I saw your mind whirling when you had me suck the dildo.”
“It seemed like you had done that before.”
“Because I have, but not with a toy,” I admit. “You asked me earlier if I’d done anything like this, and I said yes, but it was intentionally misleading. I’ve never been pegged, but I have had sex with men, so that wasn’t new to me.”
Lucia covers my hand with hers and rubs it gently. “I’m so glad you’re comfortable enough with me to open up.”
“Does it bother you at all?”
“Why would it bother me?”
“I mean, I’ve probably been with more men than you have.” Lucia throws her head back and laughs, the sound so sweet and comforting. “You might not like that.”
“Ari.Jae-Hyun.I don’t care who you’ve been with. I like being with you because you’reyou,and you are fucking incredible. Your sexuality is part of you, and I wouldn’t change any of that.”