The door flew open. “Wait for me! I wanna watch!”
I followed Hiroshi into the bedroom, the two betas behind me. “I’m just going to sit over here. Are you sure it’s okay I’m here?”
Honestly, it felt better having a reminder of why I was doing this. Nerves formed a ball in my stomach. Both of the betas were acting casual about this. They were used to sharing Hiroshi with an alpha, but this was a big deal to me. “I’m glad you are here. I just don’t think I could control my wolf if you were involved.”
“Why are you doing this again?”
“Hiro.”
“I know. This is a lot. You don’t have to do anything to make me happy. You being open is enough.”
Hiroshi perched on a chair in the room’s corner, facing the bed. I reached for him, leaned down, and brushed a kiss across his lips. He pushed closer, connecting our lips fully, and we both sighed into our first kiss. It was as perfect as he was.
The kiss lingered for a minute before I pulled away. “Bonding is almost always sexual. We need to see if anything is there between us.” It felt like an excuse, and I wondered if he could see it in my eyes.
Being with the betas first was nerve-wracking, but I didn’t want to mess up the bonding with my inexperience. Unlike a lot of alphas, I hadn’t messed around with some betas before Kade. I’d waited for him. After we’d broken up, he’d been with other people, humans and shifters. There had been little opportunity for me. I needed something more than a willing body. I needed a connection.
Asher and Tate were a test to myself. We’d formed a tentative bond over our feelings for Hiroshi. Was that enough?
They started stripping off; the air filled with expectation. Asher threw a bottle of lube on the bed. At my raised eyebrow, he clarified. “We aren’t self lubricating like omegas.”
My cheeks heated. “Right.” Slowly, I followed suit and stripped off, joining them on the bed.
Tate reached for me and drew me into a kiss. He ran his hands over my body, igniting my senses. “Is this okay?”
Asher crawled up the bed, clasped Tate’s chin and tore his mouth from mine to his. They kissed long and deep as I lay sprawled between them, unsure what to do.
Hiroshi made a moan that had my head whipping round to meet his eyes. “You look so beautiful together.” There was a noticeable tent in his pants.
Gathering my courage, I leaned up and joined my lips to Asher and Tate’s in a filthy three-way kiss. Asher cupped the back of my head, pulling me deeper into it, shoving his tongue into his mouth.
I allowed my hands to roam, enjoying the feel of muscled skin under my palms. Both groaned as I tweaked nipples and caressed my way over their chests. I reached down, palming both of their cocks as they hardened in my hands. It made me feel powerful to elicit that reaction in the betas.
There was a moment of hesitation. I didn’t know what to do next with the pair. Awkwardness seeped into the room and the kiss slowed.
“Here’s how it’s going to go,” Asher said, taking charge. I sighed with relief instead of being indignant or feeling less of an alpha. My inexperience already made me vulnerable. I was grateful Asher was taking the lead. “I’m going to get you ready for my cock and everything I do to you, you do to Tate. Understand?”
I nodded.
“Words. Use words so we know you want this. Use the pack link if you can’t say it out loud.”
I want this.
“Good boy,” Asher praised. “Now I want you facing Tate as he lies on the bed. Get your ass in the air for me.” We quickly moved into position. “Hmm, that’s good. Let me get a look at that hole.”
The words made me gasp. My gaze met Tate’s as he was stretched out under me. He was stunning, his usually pale skin flushed pink with arousal, hard cock straining and leaking, tempting me to taste him. I leaned closer and ran my tongue up his length and over the head, getting my first taste.
“He loves being eaten out. How about you try to copy what I’m doing to you?”
“Yes!” Tate grabbed for a pillow, putting it under his hips. “Please,” he moaned.
“Okay, I can try that.” I was nervous about the idea of being rimmed. It wasn’t something I’d ever done to Kade. I hated comparing him to this, but it was the only experience I had.
Hands grasped my ass cheeks, pulling them apart. “Nice,” Asher muttered. Then a hot, wet, tongue swept over the furled flesh.
I groaned loud in the quiet room, then copied Asher’s movements on Tate.
“Holy fuck!” Tate jerked at the first touch of my tongue over his entrance. I swept over it, around and speared my tongue in as far as it would go as Asher did the same to me. I lost track of time trying to concentrate on what I was doing, enjoying the taste of Tate, while Asher fried my senses with his talented mouth.