Forty-One
Diana
My heart is poundingas I lead Pat down the hall and I’ve never—ever—wanted to go all Jason Bourne and stab someone with a pen more than right now.
I exhale silently, strive for calm.
Calm.Calm.Calm.
And still, by the time I make it to the door of my makeshift office here at the Sierra’s arena, I’m no closer to calm.
I still want to commit murder.
I heard…well, I think I pretty much heardeverything—or enough to know that a big chunk of what I was worried about in taking this dive with Hudson is coming true.
Enough to know that I need to decide right now.
Here and fucking now.
Am I in or am I out?
Only there’s no decision, is there?
I’m in—I’ve been in for weeks now.
So now it’s a matter of digging my heels in and not giving in to this asshole who thinks I’m aholeto fuck.
My fingers clench on my iPad and I swear I hear the screen groan in protest.
A screen that’s displaying the lineup I’d gone to the room to announce.
And instead I got to hear…
Calm.
I gesture with a hand toward one of the chairs.“Sit,” I say.
He leans back against the open door, arms and ankles crossed.“I’d rather stand.”
Of course he would.
The better to torment me.
Stifling a sigh, I move to the desk, lean back against it, and stare at him.
For a long, long time.
It’s a game of chicken, one that’s going to determine who the fuck is in charge here.
And I’m not going to lose.
So yeah, it goes on a long, long time.
Eventually—thank fuck—he cracks.“What do you want, Coach?At some point I need to get dressed for the game.”
“Do you?”I ask quietly.
That gets to him, and I see a flicker of emotion—of uncertainty—in his eyes.