Chapter Three
What Have I Done
Alistair
My balls tingle before I come in long ropes, painting her chest with my seed.Fuck, that was the single hottest sexual experience of my entire life and I didn’t even fuck her.It takes a moment for my breathing to return to normal.
When I open my eyes, I find her staring at me like a deer in headlights.What the fuck did I just do?I feel like a dirty fucking asshole.She’s a goddamned virgin, for crying out loud.I shouldn’t have said those filthy fucking things to her, but I couldn’t hold back.I’ve been keeping this shit inside for way too damn long.
And my cum on her tits.Fuck, she looks stunning ...but it was too much.I’m about to apologize, to beg her to forgive me when she runs her finger through my seed before sticking it in her mouth.And my knees fucking buckle.I fall onto the couch behind me and stare at her in disbelief.
“Do you mind if I shower here?”she asks softly.
“Go ahead.”
She walks past me quickly and I don’t fucking move.I have no fucking clue what to do now.My mind is spinning when I hear the shower start.Fuck.I need to go in there and make sure she is okay.She needs emotional support now.
I undress before heading into the bathroom and step into the massive shower.She stands beneath the spray, her forehead against the frosted glass pane.Putting my hands on her hips, I pull her back against my front.
“Are you okay?”I ask.“Did I hurt you?”
She shakes her head, but I need to hear the words.I need to know she is okay.
“Talk to me,” I say softly, tuning her to face me.
I try but I can’t stop myself from taking in her naked, wet body.She is fucking glorious.I want to fall to my knees and lick every inch of her.I want to leave little marks on her skin so she will remember this after we are done and—god help me—I want to pump her full of my cum until it runs down her fucking thighs.I’ve never felt this unhinged or this desperate in my entire life.And I know it’s not just because of sex.It’s because of her.
I never should have agreed to this insanity, but it’s the only way I’ll ever get to have her, even if only for a week.
“I’m fine, Ali.”She smiles but it doesn’t reach her eyes, and I know she’s lying.
“We can stop.You are in charge here.We don’t have to do anything else.”
She shakes her head.“I want to.It’s just...”
“What?”I’m starting to panic now.Did I hurt her?She’s so fucking small and I wasn’t exactly gentle.“Tell me, baby doll.”
“You didn’t kiss me.It’s silly I know ...I mean after everything...”
I tangle my hands in her hair and silence her with my lips.I tilt her head back and fuck her mouth with my tongue.Skye presses her wet breasts against my chest and my cock springs to life between us.We stand there making out beneath the spray until the water starts to cool before I pull away.
“Anything you want.You just need to say the word.”
She smiles, and it stops my heart in my chest with its beauty.“I think right now I just want to take a nap.”
I help her out of the shower stall before drying her off.I take my time but it’s not sexual.I’m just taking care of her.I quickly dry myself before I lead her to the queen-sized bed and lay down beside her.Neither of us speak as I hold her close and before long, we’re both asleep.
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Iwake up wrapped inSkye.Her head is resting on my chest and her leg is between mine.I ignore my erection, instead choosing to simply savor the moment.Never in a million years would I have imagined being here with her in this way.I never even allowed myself to dream about it because all that brought was disappointment.