I continued to rub Selena’s pussy as I looked over my shoulder. There was one thing I needed to know before I let go.
“Is this okay for you?” I asked, making sure he was comfortable.
“Anastasia,” he cried, slowing momentarily. “This is the hottest fucking thing I’ve ever seen. Watching you. Fuck.” He couldn’t complete a sentence before he brought his hands to my ass, giving it a playful slap.
“Is that okay?” he asked, and I nodded.
“Finish your meal so I can fill you with my seed.”
I laughed and went back to exploring Selena with my tongue.
Her eyes rolled back as I quickened my fingers, and with a cry, she dropped her head back onto the pillow. Her entire body jerked beneath my touch, and her orgasm ripped through her. I slowed my movements, easing her back down before she collapsed on the bed and moved onto her side.
“Holy. Fuck,” I cried.
“You are mine,” Alex growled.
Thrust.
“I love you.”
With those three words, I came undone. I grabbed onto the sheets, crying in pleasure, and his orgasm exploded inside me. I fell to the sheets, sweat beading on my forehead.
My eyes shut as I came down from the high, and I realized how utterly exhausted I was.
Selena rolled over on the bed, and I peered up as Alex lay next to me. “You don’t have to leave,” I whispered, not wanting to feel like I was kicking her out.
She shook her head. “No. I want to get a drink and see what Dirks is up to.” She winked.
She grabbed a satin robe from the back of the door. “Thanks for playing.”
I jumped out of the bed before she walked out.
Alex shot up. “Are you okay?”
“Wait,” I said at the same time.
Selena turned toward me.
“Thank you,” I told her as I got closer.
She reached out her hands, and I took them in mine. “No,” she said, shaking her head. “Thank you for sharing that with me.”
I stepped closer, making sure Alex couldn’t see or hear us. “I mean it. I needed that. I needed it to heal a part of me that was really hurting. What you gave me tonight was indescribable.”
I didn’t tell her the whole truth, but what she gave me was my sexual power back. It was taken from me when I was a kid. It was stomped on and destroyed.
She sighed. “You gave me something very special too, Stassi. You gave me the part of you that is free and beautiful. I got to feel it, and it was perfect. You should share it with others. I think it’s the best part of you.”
I pulled her in for a hug as tears streamed down my cheeks. I didn’t intend to cry tonight. This should’ve been a happy day. I was happy, but I was also incredibly overwhelmed. This woman gave me something I so desperately needed.
I wanted to tell her all the ways she somehow helped me find that missing puzzle piece. It would be a moment I would never forget. I took control of my sexuality. This experience gave me something I never thought I’d get.
She pulled away from the hug and looked over my shoulder, wagging her fingers. “Bye, Alex.”
“Bye, Selena.”
She shut the door behind her to give us our privacy.