Page 38 of Your Biggest Downfall
I didn’t have a second to think about Luna, my mom, my shitty-ass job, nor did I fucking care what happened because I was feeling so many... feels.
In a distant part of my brain, I was sure I would one-hundred-percent regret this tomorrow morning. I was going to remember that I was in a bathroom in a shitty bar, getting high on coke without a care in the world.
Austin pulled his hand away. “I need to be inside you,” he moaned.
Somehow, this felt inevitable. I stood up and glanced behind me. Austin looked like a fucking mess, but I probably did too. My curls felt wild around me.
“Let me inside you, Supernova,” he crooned, running his hand around my ass cheek.
Pulling away meant he wouldn’t follow me, potentially ending our shared escape. I didn’t know how to face thisshit existence without running. I was exhausted from merely surviving, and this—Austin—made me feel fucking alive.
He dropped down, sitting on his haunches as he spread my ass apart.
“What’re you doing?” I inhaled sharply.
“Eating you out while you make your decision.”
His tongue darted to my tightly puckered hole, and I gasped at the sensation. It was so warm, wet, and dare I say it?It was fucking moist.
“Oh, Austin,” I cried.
He knew how to pull me out of my head and bring me back to the moment. His tongue then went to my cunt...
Look at me, not even thinking about the UTI I’m for sure getting tomorrow.
The warmth from his tongue felt fucking amazing as he swirled it around my clit. I was throbbing. Everything was pulsing, and I was still fucking high. My teeth hurt, and I needed more from him.
“Fine.” I turned around, throwing him off my ass.
Chuckling, he fell off balance and then got up. “Turn back around. Hands on the toilet.”
I obliged, putting my hands on the same spot they had been all night.Had it been all night, already?
He pulled my underwear aside again, and I could hear him unzip his jeans.
It was fucking happening.
Hell, if I was going to lose my virginity, it might as well be to Austin Hart. The one person who knew exactly what I needed and how I needed it without ever verbalizing it.
I mean, it was only my virginity. It probably...
I didn’t have another chance to think because his cock was at my entrance, and I was gasping at how fucking massive he wasas he slid inside me. Thank fuck he was slow because any more, I’d be on the ground in tears.
“Holy shit,” I cried out, white-knuckling the toilet.
It hurt so badly, but I was brave. I was strong. I was... high.
How the fuck did Luna fit two cocks inside her?
“You’re so goddamn tight, Nova,” he said as he gripped my hips.
I concentrated on his touch, but I was coming down. I wanted this to feel good, and I wanted to mask the pain of having sex for the first time in a bathroom high as fuck, so I pushed into him, letting him fill me up.
He was massive. There was no way this was normal. I closed my eyes, and he paused inside me.
“You’re so fucking tight. I’m going to get fucking lost in here.”
I was grateful he paused because the pain seemed to level out, and I needed to go. I needed to fuck. I may never have had sex before, but I knew what it looked like. Call me a porn connoisseur, but I loved touching myself to a good video when I was feeling randy.
