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“Well, because youdidn’t think about ityour little whore invited herself into my space and gave me a brief background on how you guys have a revolving door of women that you meet, have your way with for however long time permits you to, or how she put it,’til you get bored, then it’s right back to dumb and dumber.”
“That’s not true,” I defended.
“No?” She angled her head to the side. “So, they are the only two women that you’ve been with?”
“I mean, naw, but?—”
“So, she was telling the truth.”
“No, she wasn’t.” I frowned deeper.
“You’re contradicting yourself here, my dear husband.” She smirked. I could tell that she was really trying to mask how pissed she was.
“Kehlani, I was single. Yeah, I rocked with Kecia and Zoey heavy as hell, but I had fun in the company of other women too.You’re making it seem like I was using bitches then going back to them.”
“I’m making it seem?” she asked incredulously. “Your bitch told me all of this and from where I’m where I’m standing, she wasn’t lying.”
“Why does it even matter what I was doing before you?” I snapped, irritated at Zoey’s smart ass mouth. “I didn’t know this arrangement shit came with a mothafuckin’ interrogation.”
“Mothafuckin’ arrangement, huh?” She grinned and stood to her feet.
“Kehlani, I didn’t mean it like that.” I reached to grab her wrist when she tried to walk away.
Her eyes traveled to where my hand landed on her wrist before crawling back up to meet mine.
“No, I think you saidexactlywhat you meant, Javyous. Thisarrangementdoesn’t warrant an interrogation, but me being your wife and being approached by a hoe I told you to cut the fuck off gives me more than enough reason to question your ass. What this bullshit of anarrangementdoesn’t come with is meaningless sex and you waking me up in the middle of the night anymore. Let me the fuck go.” She growled the last part and tried to pull away, but I had a grip on her.
“Kehlani…”
She ignored me and tugged again. “Let go of my fucking arm, Javyous.”
As bad as I didn’t want to, I released her and allowed her to walk away. I didn’t mean for it to come out like that, I was just frustrated. I rocked with her, beyond the fucking arrangement, but a nigga was scared because shit was foreign and moving so fucking fast.
Fuck!
Sighing dejectedly, I stood from my place and went to my room. The night hadn’t gone shit like I planned for it to, so I would just allow her to sleep on it and try again tomorrow.
Chapter Fourteen
Kehlani
You really got me fucked up taking my kids up there without telling me, Kehlani.
Pharaoh had been blowing my phone up since Javyous had posted the picture of the four of us on his social media accounts. I knew it was only going to be a matter of time before he started his shit.
I take Messiah and Jocelyn on vacation every year for spring break, Pharaoh. Why would this year have been any different?
Bitch because you have them in pictures with that bitch ass nigga like they’re his mothafuckin’ kids.
Matching bathing suits and shit. I don’t even play like that, Kehlani.
Bitch? Yeah, you done lost it talking to me crazy and disrespecting like that.
It’s yo’ ass that’s being disrespectful. I got you though. Wait ’til you get back to CF. I got something for yo’ stupid ass.
Bye clown.
Ima show you a clown.
