Page 79 of Ony If It's You
“You spoiled as fuck, man,” he said when I melted into him after getting comfortable.
“So.” I simpered. “Is this okay?”
“What?”
“Me laying on you while you’re hurt.”
“Didn’t I tell you I was good, baby?”
“Yes, but I saw?—”
He cut me off. “Aight then, trust your man.”
Taking his advice, I nodded and switched the subject a little.
“What was going on with you tonight?”
“What you mean?”
“You just weren’t your normal self out there.”
“Why did you leave my fight early?”
“To set up your surprise that you ruined,” I pouted.
“Naw, that you ruined with that boiling hot ass water.”
“Anyways, you’re deflecting.”
“I’m not.” He laughed. “I just had an unusually long night for it to be right before a fight.”
“Long night?” I lifted my head to look in his eyes.
“Yeah.” He sighed. “Dominique and I went out to?—”
“Went out?” I quizzed. “Went out where?”
“If you would stop cutting me off, you would know.” His eyes were hard on me. Javyous hated to be cut off when he was talking. “We went to the strip club, chill out.”
He squeezed me tighter when I tried to roll off of him. He didn’t tell me he was going to the strip club and he didn’t text me back until this morning either.
“Move, JV.”
“Oh, I’m JV now?” His chest vibrated from his laughter.
“Move, Javyous.”
His hold was too tight for me to escape so I stopped trying to force it at least until I felt him relax his arms. The moment he did, I was trying to move again, but he caught me and flipped me onto my back and hovered over me.
“Fuck you got an attitude for, huh?”
“Why were you in the strip club?” I whimpered feeling the tears well up in my eyes.
Javyous and I were in a good place, but I still had that small insecurity when it came to his previous dating history. He was used to being with multiple women at a time, so I always had that thought in the back of my mind that maybe he’d get bored or I wouldn’t be enough.
“Because Dominique was getting on my nerves about it. I didn’t want to go and I shouldn’t have, but shit, I did. I wasn’t there long though, baby.”
Sniffling, I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a kiss.
